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  1. Budgetadvisoryservice
    I don't know how I came here but I'm staying

    And I've been here for a few days now

    And I'm wasted

    Big claims

    But hey, the insurance keeps paying

    Who's playing

    The big games?

    I'm just saying, I'm strange

    Let me explain

    Make it the same

    'Coz I'm faking and ashamed

    Play the blame game

    Daily with strangers, real resentments

    Don't fade

    "Fuck, he's a pain and I don't think

    he's showered in ages, look at his brains..."

    I'm gonna go on

    And on

    And on

    For ages and ages

    And ages and ages

    Rattling snake tails and pages,

    I've been crying for decades now

    Who really knows what I'm saying and

    Who cares?

    I don't know because I just can't think clearly when

    I'm scared

    Like I said, I'm kinda weird

    Vulnerable

    To the abuse that I beg for

    Thank you for sharing now

    Go

    Back

    To

    Bed

    Jesus wept

    For the children that he sent

    To their

    Deaths

    Like I said, I don't care

    'coz it's all in my

    Fucked up little head

    Like I said

    I'm scared

    Don't turn away from the car crash

    Until it's too late

    For the perfect selfie

    Of a steaming pile of shit

    Laid out so nice

    On the alchemist's slate

    Man, I've got it in spades

    Just don't get too close to the grate

    I don't bite but

    I can change you with the crazy shit I that I say

    I got it in the glade

    Sometimes

    It gets dangerous

    So I hang out by myself a lot and just

    Stare at the bay for ages

    And ages

    And ages

    And ages

    Hungry

    Angry

    Lonely

    Tired and Stressed

    All day, every day

    but who cares?

    We'll all be gone in a decade anyway

    Because to die the
    Small death is to make the past
    Fade as we move on

    As we move toward ectropy

    We all have to calm down one day

    Nothing can change, it all just stays the same if you step back far enough, say, on a high dose, and

    It's all just turtles for ages

    Man, I'm wasted

    They should have given me run of the place

    Instead they put a time-lock on the cage and just kept stuffing in papers

    and this pen's fading

    So I can't keep screaming in your face

    Like I said - 'Yeah, I'm strange.'

Comments

  1. CapitalistZombie
    This has a good abstract mental composition
    I wish you used more dialogue those were my favorite sections
  2. Budgetadvisoryservice
    mopkcop : blah, blah-blah, blah-blah-blah, I'm a Trump supporter & shit!

    everyone else : um, okay...

    mopkcop : yeah, and blah-blah-blah meth and blah!

    everyone else : sure but...

    mopkcop : No buts! Blah-blah-blah, Islamist blah-blah. Blah-blah-blah Trump is god, 'coz blah-blah-blah...

    everyone else : *sigh*

    Now that's dialogue. ;)
  3. CapitalistZombie
    Yes. It is always unintelligible drivel from everyone while I show reality for what it is...

    I'm the escaped slave from Plato's Allegory of the Cave, murdered by his peers for revealing the truth beyond the shadows.

    I am as Socrates, sentenced to death for committing the crime of questioning the status quo.

    That is before I even mention how great my humility is.

    TRUMP/PENCE 2016

    What do Meth and Islam in common?
    They both will destroy your quality of life in large numbers.

    Bitch what?!
  4. Budgetadvisoryservice

    Four words: Put Down The Pipe.
  5. CapitalistZombie
    I was sober when I typed that.

    Whether that is the case now is certainly up for debate.

    Cheers!
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