20 milligrams of 4-hydroxy-N-methyl-N-ethyltryptamine was weighted out and placed into a capsule, what fallows was by far one of the most amazing experiences of my research chemical career.
The story takes place at my house, I was alone, in good spirits, and had long been awaiting my next psychedelic journey. It was 9:50pm when I ingested the capsule containing a slightly off white powder, I had worked with this compound in the past at 10 milligram and 16 milligram doses so I was comfortable enough to up the dose to 20 milligrams and explore the experience.
It was around 10:20 when there was a noticeable change in perception, colors became more vivid, outlines became more rigid, music started to really flow together, and a very light feeling of intoxication came over me. I noted this period as the start of the come up, until about 11:30 the effects got progressively more noticeable, there were some minor negatives, body load, nausea, and a bit of anxiety. I had one of my favorite music artists playing (Summer Heart) their music put me into an extremely relaxed state of mind.
Soon the negative effects faded away, I remember look downward at the computer to check the time it was around 11:40, I began to noticed that the song I was listening to had drastically slowed down, there were notes and sounds within the song which had previously gone unnoticed, which were now completing the song. I look away from the computer and am shocked by the utter beauty of the room surrounding me.
The ceiling fan was casting a moving shadow across the room which almost resembled the effect from a disco ball, the lights were giving off this brilliant multicolored glare, different colors were creeping across the walls, and across the table was a very familiar pattern that I always tend to see on tryptamines, its green and pink colored but I cannot place my finger on what shape it is, I try to draw it but it continues to change its shape and beauty.
At this point its around 12:15 I am crying tears of joy at the sheer beauty of the simplest things, beauty which I have previously missed on my prior psychedelic journeys, there is some great distortion of time at this point, everything has a trailing effect to it which makes the experience just that much more magical.
I am filled with enlightenment, I am here, I have finally reached the perfect dose of 4-HO-MET, I am in a good state of mind and a full blow psychedelic experience, I lay my head back and close my eyes, at first there is nothing, it feels as if I didn't even close my eyes but as I begin to search, everything becomes revealed, I begin to fallow a string of different colored neon stripes down a tunnel, the tunnel opens up and at the end of it is a very vibrant red orb, I am moving toward the orb and at this point I have completely forgotten about my physical body and its location within the room. As I begin to get closer to this orb there are shadow like objects moving across, moving with such grace and beauty.
For some odd reason I opened my eyes, after that I lost the ability to see a lot of the closed eye visuals, It was around 1:30 when I looked at the clock again, the effects began to decline fast, though I am stilled filled with joy and continue to think about the experience in which I just progressed through until I finally fell asleep.