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A Drunk feling Like A Fuckup? Imagine That!

By chupamivergaguey · Nov 1, 2014 · ·
  1. chupamivergaguey
    I took my daughter trick-or-treating last night and had planned a birthday party for her. Did some heavy drinking and stims last night, got minimal sleep and now I have to deal with this birthday party shit. I feel like the only way I can do it is under the influence and have already had one drink this morning. It certainly brightened my spirits but won't last for the next 4 hours in which I need to be functional. Sigh. This isn't exactly how I planned the weekend -- trying to balance addiction with responsibilities and commitments.

    At least that AH7921 withdrawal I was so terrified of turned out to just be a whimper and nothing debilitating. So there's that. But I may have picked up a Tianeptine habit. Oh, the shit I get myself into.


  1. perro-salchicha614
    You are not a fuckup. We all need to stop thinking of ourselves this way simply because we feel the need to alter our brain chemistry on a regular basis. Trust me, you are not the only person who feels the need to drink/use in order to fulfill social/family obligations. I can't even remember the last family gathering where I was completely clean and sober. Of course it isn't optimal, but it doesn't make us "bad" people either.
  2. chupamivergaguey
    I luvs yas Perro-salchicha!
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