I took my daughter trick-or-treating last night and had planned a birthday party for her. Did some heavy drinking and stims last night, got minimal sleep and now I have to deal with this birthday party shit. I feel like the only way I can do it is under the influence and have already had one drink this morning. It certainly brightened my spirits but won't last for the next 4 hours in which I need to be functional. Sigh. This isn't exactly how I planned the weekend -- trying to balance addiction with responsibilities and commitments.
At least that AH7921 withdrawal I was so terrified of turned out to just be a whimper and nothing debilitating. So there's that. But I may have picked up a Tianeptine habit. Oh, the shit I get myself into.