Two nights of Meptid.
One part of me is thinking "why?", the other is saying "why not?"
I am a grown woman, happily married with 3 beautiful children. I am fortunate enough to have 2 jobs that provide us with food and shelter, so why do I feel that I need to take the meds? Where is it gonna go from here?
I have lost all my meds tolerance so at least I don't have to take many to feel relaxed and comfortable. So that's one good thing at least.
Feeling so confused right now.