Today when the lady awoke she was refresed and productive, as the day wore on there were things to do.She phoned a friend to get more pot. When stopping by she got a small amount of meth. She wanted so bad to only feel a burst of energy. Now I have felt like a failure all afternoon. I hope to wake up tom with a clean slate. And make it a point to where.I won't be. I am super sleepy so sweet dreams!!!!!