The notion of AD(H)D gets on my nerves sometimes. I accept that it exists to a degree... my main issue lies with how belief in its existence relies on twisted, corrupted science.
There are symptoms, such as inattention, inability to concentrate and chronic fatigue which are typical of inattentive type ADD. But I know for a fact that labelling millions of children as mentally ill is morally reprehensible, when they're acting perfectly normally.
Kids are not meant to spend eight hours a day in school, learning boring shit that they don't care about. They're kids; they should be having fun.
This is what I don't get: life should be all about having fun. Where did the idea of spending 80% of your life in a classroom and working as a slave to some fat cunt in a suit come from? Do yourself a favour and quit your job. Haha, you think I'm joking don't you? I'm deadly serious. Quit your job and do something which is actually worthwhile with your life. If you're thinking of having a child, have second thoughts. Why would you create another life to become a part of the decadence and suffer like everyone else? Because you're happy with your mediocrity? Because Jesus will return to restore humanity to how it is supposed to be? Don't make me laugh.
There are so many things wrong with this world and they are all mendable, but despite countless efforts (such as the counter-culture of the 60s), humanity continues to rot. It really makes me sick, and I long ago gave up trying to change things for the better.
I'm tired of people telling me that being employed is good, that it's ok to have your employer treat you like a beaten slave, that we should vote, that we should gulp down our prescription SSRIs and amphetamine derivatives without question while simultaneously denouncing or cowering in fear at the mention of lysergic acid diethylamide or psilocybin, drugs which have done such an immeasurable amount of good and which have the potential to reverse humanity's decay.
I'm also tired of people telling me that prescription medicine is the answer. Did you ever stop to think why so many people are depressed? Because the world is shit. Because people like you (if you have a mortgage in a housing estate, two kids, a car, a wife, a nine to five desk job and an alcohol cabinet at home) make it shit. The world is shit because of certain people at the top of the ladder, who sit at home masturbating over their bank account statements and who froth at the mouth when they think of what war they can manufacture next to keep us all terrified and under control. Didn't you know? That's all you are: a serf, a worker ant. Expendable. Worth nothing. Only good for your money. I laugh when people think they can make a difference through the ballot box or by boycotting a product or company. You morons, you're worthless to your masters.
The saddest part is: nobody is exempt from this. The state and the corporate conglomerate stretch all over the globe. Those of us who are good people, who want to escape this horrific prison that we were born into against our will, cannot. We are held against our will.
So, don't you get it yet? You're a slave. All of this ridiculous nonsense about democracy and being free... it's all for nothing.
It's been a long time since I wrote anything like this - many years, in fact. It's quite therapeutic, but it's difficult to coherently put your thoughts into words without forgetting or failing to explain everything adequately.