I am suffering greatly at the minute with what I can only describe as a restless mind. I am feeling positive about my life, positive about SWIM giving up drugs, positive about returning to university and generally optimistic about life and what life has to throw at me. 'That sounds great', you might be forgiven for thinking, but the thing is everyone around me seems to be moving and talking in slow motion. My mind is racing with about fifteen different ideas per second. I have more thoughts than is humanly possible for my brain to filter through and process. Its like standing still in the middle of a motorway with cars zooming past on either side. What am I doing here?? Why am I here??
WHATS GOING ON??
I'm used to having negative thoughts and long periods of inactivity, I guess this new way of life, good as it may be, is going to take some time to get used to. ]
I just hope that one day, not too far from now, my restless mind will turn into a satisfied mind.