For a while, I had stopped taking my psychiatric medications. I intended to just stop all drug use and not be chained to pharmaceuticals. I spent five months in a more and more severely psychotic state. I was starting to contemplating ending life when I decided to go back to the doctor and talk about why I stopped his medical instructions.
He has changed a few things about my medical regimen and I feel a lot better. Before I stopped them, I was feeling very unwilling to function. With some of the changes made, I'm actually taking less medicine and feeling a lot better.
Sexuality is something I need to sort out. My medications inhibit libido, but I heard that eventually goes away.
I Intent to update the blog often even if it's just me being my random self.