I suppose you could say smoking weed was on my bucket list. Always had the opportunity to, just never took advantage when presented. Until about twelve years ago when I finally decided what the heck. At the time, I was suffering from insomnia and it helped to get my sleeping disorder in order. Some might call that a rationalization, but for anyone who has had insomnia, they know that only sleeping 1-2 hours a night isn't healthy. I'm ambitious by nature, hence my name, so my mind is always racing at full speed. Over the years, my insominia has long been under control, but it's still a way to relax. I still meet all of my responsibilities (and then some), and take breaks every few months just to keep my tolerence in check. I control it, it doesn't control me.