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  1. Mr Bumble
    Can’t sleep, its 3am, heads stuck with thoughts haunted by love and fear again
    Can’t think, can’t make sense, I walk away from love but I’ll charge at hate
    Its dark outside, the shadows hide my face, but I can’t hide from myself
    It’s was all I wanted, but it wasn’t enough, nothings ever enough
    Can’t sleep, sleeps my only escape, but when sleep tries to come I fight to stay awake
    Images and thoughts that play again and again, no solution no plan
    Just me and the shadows and the scars of the past

Comments

  1. Tinkerblah
    Beautiful and haunting...

    There is no worse feeling than being depressed and alone with your feelings at 3 am. What is it about that evil time of night?

    All I can say is I've been there too often to count in my life. But, I have survived them all. That's sadly all the wisdom I have but hope it helps to know that someone else gets it and has always managed to hold on until dawn. tink

    Oh and you are also right about the won't sleep part. Sometimes I really am in pain, other nights I've learned to see that I was being willfully brooding and refusing to sleep.
  2. Mr Bumble
    Yeah why do we do that to ourselves? That old saying "everything seems better after a gold nights sleep" Is often true, not always, but something that seems like the end of the world sometimes doesn't feel like all that big of a deal, or your able to tackle the problem without the problem without getting so worked up because your properly rested
  3. Once.up.on.a.time
    I love this xxxx
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