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  1. Mushroom season approaching in the uk

    A look into the Magic Mushroom season set to start in the UK any time now, a brief insight into the liberty cap also known as the psilocybe semilanceata which is the uk's most common Mushroom, from experience it's looking like it's going to be a good season
  2. Heroin withdrawal!

    ok I am quitting heroin but I mess around once in awhile. I don't need help thru withdrawals or nothing. Pretty strong will. But I was wondering if I had gone thru withdrawals and it's been 8 days since last used if I smoked like one little hit would it throw me back thru withdrawals bad or would it not do much at all? Just curious as to what everyone else has experienced.
  3. cut that shit out and stop cutting our shit

    Nobody likes stepping in shit but everyone seems to like stepping ON their shit I mean I completely understand the concept it's for the money nobody does it to make it last only to make more off what they have and back in the day it worked because only 1-2 links in the chain did so and nobody really complained because it still did the job but now everyone to touch it cuts it and some even do a 50/50 ratio and they think it will make more money when in reality yeah you make more immediately...
  4. Disassocation?

    Hey, Im 19, female and my favorite types if drugs are ones that make me trip. I tripped on Diphenhydramine (Benadryl) at 900 mgs two days ago. I had a sober trusted friend with me and I had the craziest experience... that I dont remember. He explained all of it to me, and he said he felt himself going crazy watching me talk to people that weren't there, doing things that didnt make any sense, and my words were jumbled and confusing. I also had a "telepathic" experience where I would...
  5. The US Cannabis Industry Facing Very Real Environmental Concerns

    A visit to a marijuana farm in Willow Creek, the heart of northern California’s so-called Emerald Triangle feels like strolling through an orchard. At 16 feet high and eight feet around, its 99 plants are too overloaded with cannabis buds to stand on their own. Instead each plant has an aluminum cage for support. Welcome to America’s “pot basket.” The U.S. Drug Enforcement Administration estimates 60 percent of cannabis consumed nationwide is grown in California. According to the Department...
  6. 31 Days Sober.. But This Break From My Lady Is Making It Hard To Say It's Over!

    Been feeling pretty good as far as energy goes. For me it's always been the roughest of the getting clean part of it. Withdrawals are fine.. but the lethargy and lack of motivation and feeling like I have to binge eat but only wanting sugars and sweets can be a real bitch! But I've done this before and I have been handling getting clean like a pro. But am I happy? NO! It just goes to show you that there is more to it than just getting clean. My stubborn mind does not know how to handle...
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    Here's something I just posted as an experience report, but I think it belongs here too. I love San Pedro. A few weeks ago, a friend mentioned that he'd like to try tripping on it and I told him I'd be happy to help him with the process as it would be his first. It all began in earnest when I went to pick him up to go to a party in a town about 350 kms from where I live. He showed me two lengths of San Pedro, about 45-50cm each and about 10cm in diameter. I told him that it would take a...
  8. [] Day 31.. Almost Pulled The Trigger On That Loaded Gun []

    [] Day 31.. Almost Pulled The Trigger On That Loaded Gun [] Sorry I haven't been online you guys. I promised that I was going to post on day 30 and I didn't deliver. I have just been feeling like shit with the flu. I get my annual flu vaccine and this time I was way too caught up with work and my love life to bother with it and it's been killing me! I've been breaking out.. my hormones feel out of whack and I have a pinched nerve on the right side of my neck running down to my shoulders...
  9. We're all separately alone, together.

    Oops. Continued from last post. I think I can trust her most out of everyone. Be open with her more than anyone else. But there is always this questioning. She's an alcoholic. She's now (back) into drugs and she invited me along. That doesn't mean she's evil or bad. But at what point does it start to change a person? It's easier to be honest with strangers over the Internet. Many won't be judgemental, at least so far in my experience here on df. And those who are judgemental well fuck...
  10. Day 23.. Sobriety Is Allowing Me To Be Free..

    Day 23.. I'm free, I can breathe, and I am actually happy! Clean and sober and the day is almost over but I feel the love tonight man! My love life is actually going pretty good. I was talking to my girl about everything and about this forum and how it all started to unfold. She was a former coke addict but she's been clean for 3 years now and she even said leaving the porn industry was the second best choice she's made because she didn't have to feel degraded and abused at times. I think...
  11. Cloudy with a chance of living.

    I often find myself wondering why I continue to use. Regardless of any negative impact that my using has on my life, I continue to light the pipe. To roll it side to side as I inhale slowly and steadily. To watch the vapor swirl and build inside the bubble until blowing out clouds. Clouds that seem to contain all the anxiety and stress of the day, week, month, or even the year. It's not cloud nine, but it's floating somewhere between heaven and hell. A place for fools, dreamers, and junkies....
  12. Addiction and Self-Worth

    As many of the people reading this already know, after trying to use opium responsibly for a couple of years (mostly in the form of PST, but also, occasionally, smoked), I've allowed myself to become addicted to it. In Cocteau's Diary, he declares that some individuals are born to become addicted and that opium is less harmful than the malady it cures for these people. Was he right? Is this just how it is for some people? Is it even possible for me to feel okay (not even happy, really)...
  13. Work Life

    Today before work I dosed up on 2.1g of Gabapentin and 440mg of Naproxen Sodium. Normally I dose 6g for recreation. I also acknowledge I would probably be helped if I took the medication therapeutically, yet I am terrified of building a dependency and having withdrawals...that and I enjoy the recreational effects greatly. Anyway, work was beautiful! I didn't have nearly as much back pain as normal. I was supremely calm. We had a crazy "dinner rush" where I was making sandwich after...
  14. Kratom~Week 1

    It's been a little over a week that I've been using Kratom. I can definitely feel when I'm on it. The energy is GREAT! I don't really feel any effects on mood... which is good and bad really. With my painkillers, I can get pretty bitchy. I've had a chance to try several strains and have received my order from a third vendor. I haven't had a chance to try it yet, although I did take the hint from threads here and requested some samples. They were happy to throw a few in. I also...
  15. Kratom~Day 1

    Here is how my first order of Kratom arrived (vendor specific information removed). I was surprised at how small these bags are. I used to buy puer and oolong tea from a company that sourced out of Tiawan and it was packaged similarly. I just took 1 tsp. of maeng da mixed into a tapioca pudding. (it's all I had on hand) meaning the tsp. and the tapioca. When I go out today I'll look for a scale that can measure small amounts and get a respectable chocolate something for mixing....
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