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Opium

  1. Addiction and Self-Worth

    As many of the people reading this already know, after trying to use opium responsibly for a couple of years (mostly in the form of PST, but also, occasionally, smoked), I've allowed myself to become addicted to it. In Cocteau's Diary, he declares that some individuals are born to become addicted and that opium is less harmful than the malady it cures for these people. Was he right? Is this just how it is for some people? Is it even possible for me to feel okay (not even happy, really)...
  2. The Pipe Boy: Part Two

    This chapter was a little easier to write, since I wrote it from the perspective of the female character. It's a little, uh, kinkier than the first part, so you've been warned. The Pipe Boy: Part 2 Alana From the outside looking in, we look normal. Boring, even. No one, not even our families, knows our secret. I believe that Robert already told you the story of how met, didn’t he? When we first started talking to each other, there was a certain air of resignation, hopelessness, even, to...
  3. The Pipe Boy-more short fiction

    The Pipe Boy Every once in a while, the pressure became too much for me to bear. I had given up hope of ever finding real love, but a man has urges, you know? I really didn’t socialize much outside of work, and I mostly worked with other men, so I decided that to give online dating a try. Most of the searches for women in my city pulled up a depressing array of candidates who were either attractive but vapid-looking or bright but unappealing. Occasionally, I would meet some woman or other,...
  4. Reflections of a Modern Opium Smoker

    I should have known to expect it, this loneliness. The absolute solitude of the contemporary opium smoker. In fact, I did expect it, but in a remote, detached sense which in no way resembles the actual experience of smoking alone. In general, I tend to underestimate the importance of my own emotions, and the process by which I have begun smoking opium has been no different. When I started writing last year, I was convinced that the biggest hurdle that I would face was the lack of opium...
  5. The Smoking Room-Short Fiction

    Hey, everybody. I originally posted this in the "sex and drugs" group a couple of months ago, but it occurred to me that most of the people who are interested in seeing what I write probably wouldn't be able to read it, since they aren't members of that group (duh). The theme and narrative style of this story are very similar to those in my novel. This story is my first attempt at writing from the masculine perspective (I'm trying to challenge myself creatively). I would absolutely love...
  6. The Idol

    You and I, an unequal pair. You, the sum of all beauty and pleasure; I, your unworthy supplicant, a frail creature of flesh and bone. Tomorrow you will forsake me, but tonight you are mine. Tonight, I will sacrifice myself upon your primordial altar, and I will take you inside of me. O Idol, my Dark Master, Unlock the closed doors of my heart so that I may live forever! In your velvet embrace, my Idol, I am home. I am no longer a prisoner of the world, with its endless petty aggravations; I...
  7. DMT, Poppy Seeds, and Evil Needles!

    Swim finally took the dive and decided it was time for DMT. After thinking on it for months, Swim decided now or never. Swim's depression is through the roof, and Swim's sitting around all day trying to get high, and it got old a LONG time ago. Swim believes that playing with some psychedelics will get him to stop obsessing over getting heroin/k/mdma all day, every day. Swim no longer gets high from pot and opioids, his tolerances are the highest they've ever been. Shit sucks. Swim is ready...
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