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  1. I am sick of myown addiction

    I have finnally reached the point where I am sick of myown drug abuse. I have basically no veins left, I do not get high anymore.It just gets worse. I am in a really dark place at the moment (That is the reason of my dissapearance from DF for a...
  2. No sob stories here please

    A little light hearted tale of one girls unfortunate miss rate and attempt to come off the big H.
  3. Addiction, mental disorder and families

    An article discussing the relationship between addiction and mental disorder, aimed at the families of those who have a comorbid diagnosis for the purpose of their developing a greater understanding of the issues.
  4. I'm having pains in my penis after quitting smoking weed... will I be okay eventually?

    Hi, my name is Robert. I'm 18 years old and I'm currently going to college to study music. I'm just now getting into my second semester and it has been 8 days since I last smoked marijuana. To be honest, I've been wanting to do this for a very...
  5. health problems, considering taking a pause and why I do not like Christmas season.

    I guess, that I am going to take a pause, because my drug abuse has reached that point when, if I do not stop for a while, it is going to cause serious health problems ( If I do not have them allready).My both arms hurt from shoulder to fingers (...
  6. Opiate detox day 15 using lofexidine. With drug history. LONG READ!

    I've never wrote a blog, but I'm detoxing and having a rough time, so maybe this could offer some distraction, or an embarrassing read in the future. I've been a drug user since I was 12, I'm now 31 and this really bothers me! It started much...
  7. Nothing usefull

    That moment when one of your common friends say that the fact that two craziest people he knows ( meaning me and my husband) can be togeather for such a long time in spite of being total nutcases actually gives hope for a lot of calmer people.I...
  8. A Random Update

    Hey everyone. It's been a while since I've been active on here, mostly because things have just been wild the past four months. However, I think now is a good time as any to come back and start using DF as a resource again, because I could...
  9. Well, this sucks...

    Why did I lie to myself? I'd been there before. IV heroin use, popping morphine pills on a daily basis, I'd climbed pretty far up the opiate ladder, although I only ventured once into the potentially deadly realm of fentanyl abuse. I don't...
  10. Showing gratitude it took too long. To everyone who isn't here.

    Saw the "attitude of gratitude what are you grateful for" thread today. I thought of this but didn't want to post this in the thread because it was really real and really long - taking LSD tonight I want nothing left of dead weight in my life...
  11. The never ending inner fight

    You know these moments when someone from whom you really have not expected it, says something that makes you stop and think? Few days ago this happened to me. My husband said me to stop, because he is affraid that it is only a matter of half...
  12. Relationships, love and quitting

    "Can't believe you were once just like anyone else Then you grew and became like the devil himself Pray to God I can think of a kind thing to say But I don't think I can So fuck you anyway So fuck you anyway So fuck you anyway So fuck...
  13. The denial of Cannabis Addiction.

    Why is there this trend, this force, in 'stoner culture', to deny any harms of cannabis, especially its addictive potential? It essentially amounts to glorification, which no one who believes in harm reduction should tolerate. There are many...
  14. Sobriety has made me realize I don't have to be afraid of love!

    For those of you who know me.. my name is Brad. I will keep this short and sweet as I am way too excited right now. Just got off work.. had an amazing shift. I was on cloud nine and I didn't even need to take any modafinil. I am 19 days clean and...
  15. Mind over Matter, Will Dominates Urge!

    BLOG POST #2 8th September, 2016 Pri Drug: Methamphetamine (Smoke) First use: March '14 - July ’14 Second use: June ’15 - Dec ‘15 Third use: June ’16 - Sept ‘16 Current: Coming down Other Drugs: Caffeine (Coffee, Energy Drinks,...
  16. #1: Backstory & 3rd Sobriety

    Blog Post #1 1st September, 2016 Pri Drug: Methamphetamine (Smoke) First use: March '14 - July ’14 Second use: June ’15 - Dec ‘15 Third use: June ’16 - Sept ‘16 Current: 2 days sober Other Drugs: Caffeine (Coffee, Energy Drinks, on...
  17. If I give in, slip back. use heroin, and why I just can't

    Really committed to cutting heroin from life forever. But if I relapse and give in. Go back surely there won't be any more chances - surely my luck will fail and I will not wake up. I'm alive because my body just didn't shut down I can't even...
  18. Pause

    I have decided to take a pause. Not because I actually want it, but because my health recently has gave me some serious warnings. We have decided to go to countryside for some time. I am not actually sure how I feel about this, because some part...
  19. Hello, darkness, my old friend ( How I relapsed)

    I feel like I am terrible human being.Sounds like a slogan, I know.Yesterday I just crossed some of my personal borders because of my addiction and cravings for drugs and feel so bad about it now. They say not to beat myself so much, but I think,...
  20. The edge of the dark

    *Please note this is not a new blog - it is a reposting of a blog I wrote over last (southern hemisphere) summer and which I chose to take down at some point. I am reopening my blog so am reposting some old entries along with new ones. There's...
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