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The euphoric body

  1. The trip from hell, Lexapro and Weed

    A couple weeks ago I was prescribed Lorazepam for my anxiety and to help me sleep, which ended up working and did help me fall asleep. He only gave me 10 pills so after a couple weeks I was out, and went to a Psychiatrist for a follow up. I've been suffering depression the last couple years and have had unreal anxiety, so my doctor prescribed me Lexapro and continued my Lorazepam prescription to help me sleep. I was to take 1 mg of lorazepam for sleep and 2 of the Lexapros in the morning....
  2. Fiction: Adam's Day (Conclusion)

    “Whatever!” Sal stood up obviously frustrated with the subject, “Look it’s not that big of a deal. I’ve done it a couple times now and it’s a lot better of a high.” Adam couldn’t believe what he was hearing. “That’s not the point. We made a promise. Together.” At this Sal got extremely upset, “Together? What the hell do you mean together? We aren’t together, you have decided to be with that bore of girl.” “Yes but we know that there’s something with us.” “No we don’t. I...
  3. Whiteboy Dope

    "I've never been able to take a dose that is fatal. But the moment I'm sober my life is noticeably over..." - CQ We call it "Whiteboy" around here. A trademark term in the 702. Most tweakers from around the way relate this name to an overly strong, but smooth and tasty-toxic mess; just like old school crank or biker dope. This specific batch though, has such a unique taste and aroma. It's more sweet, pungent and potent then your everyday bag of dope. It's shit that will...
  4. Adam's Day (part 2)

    As she began the familiar lecture that began with the incident from last year and ended with her in tears from getting so upset Adam shut the words out and gazed at her. She was a very pretty girl, with high cheekbones and eyes like those Precious Moments figurines. She was always dressed with a modest fashion; never too slutty or covered in makeup but still held an attractiveness to her wardrobe that most girls couldn’t seem to pull off. She genuinely loved him too and...
  5. Can I recover from my lover... Crystal Meth

    Recovery... I think quitting meth should be called anything but recovery. Readjustment, reconstruction, recreation, replacement (by the way is my new word of the week), rehabil... No that word is too similar to recovery. I like the words re-rock, as well as retreat. Two things I love to do. So why am I thinking like this... well why the fuck not? DAY FIVE & STILL NO DOPE! I can't sleep, including profusive cold sweats and the appetite of a pregnant women. And to top it off,...
  6. So what do you do?

    What do you do when your doctor tells you there's nothing left to try? Truth is there are many things left to try. Ketamine, Modafinil, Amphetamines, Gabapentin, Opioids, microdosing LSD. All of these have anecdotal and in some case double blind studies showing successful treatment of anxiety and/or treatment resistant depression. The fact that they are so afraid to do anything that is slightly unusual is very frustrating. I'm not asking for recreational doses, I just want a therapeutic...
  7. My journey into the world of drugs - part 2

    In part 1 of this series I described my first experience of meth, after many years of staying away from all drugs. Now I was a drug user, and I knew it wouldn't be a one-off. It wasn't long before I was looking for my next 'chem play' session with like-minded guys - and Grindr was full of opportunities. Only a few days later I met up with a guy who agreed to show me what a (proper) booty bump was. When I arrived he prepared a syringe in front of me with a solution of water and meth,...
  8. My journey into the world of drugs - part 1

    Here is my journey into the world of drugs - from an innocent, naive geek who was brought up to say no to drugs (including tobacco) to a regular IV meth user keen to experience any drugs I can get my hands on. Just to forewarn you, I am a gay male and as my drug use is closely linked to my sex life this blog includes detailed accounts of gay sex that some might find shocking. As I plan to update it when I'm high and feeling creative, it might be a bit wordy and go off on a tangent in places...
  9. Weightless

    i sit, i close my eyes, i inhale ever so slowly,exhale even slower, i focus inward, drawing in all the matter that sits around me, and i am weightless. i feel my heart beat,i can feel my lashes flutter against my eyes, like a butterfly, soaring threw the air. for a moment, i forget what i was focusing on, i start to drift back down to earth. "why did i float up here, why am i looking down, to the earth? i like it up here... then i remember, the time isn't right. i open my eyes, i...
  10. A peak inside the mind of a bipolar mother...

    i have so much to say, so much to ponder, so little time.... scratch that, i have nothing but time....start over. no i can't, here comes a little one, this is not important,maybe later.... ok, now, i have a minute.oh wait, the phone, arrrrgghhhh, "hello" ehhhhhhh " ahh! damn it,where was I????? must not have been important, i'll remember later... ahh yes, what if, a person has more control over where there mind goes than we have even touched the tip of. without even being on...
  11. The Human Bodies Ability To Repair Wounds.

    Among the numerous mechanisms that make life possible, is the bodies ability to heal wounds and regenerate damaged tissue. The process begins as soon as an injury occurs. Consider: The healing process is made possible by a cascade of complex cellular functions: *Platelets adhere to tissues around a wound, forming a blood clot, and sealing damaged blood vessels. * Inflammation protects against infection and removes any debris caused by the injury. * Within days the body...
  12. The Teacher

    It’s that time of the evening again. The hour when the rest of the smokers have left, and I alone am left to practice my art. I am always the last to leave; many nights, I never leave, lifting myself from the mat only to rush home and take a shower before returning to work at the university. It was obscenely easy for me to find employment as a teacher, given my education and command of the English language. I am inclined to dislike the advantage I receive simply for being a westerner, but in...
  13. The Pipe

    He meets my gaze, and I know. That intensity that tells me, "It's time to smoke." He takes my hand, leads me to the mat. He knows how to strike the match just so, making an elegant show of it. He knows the Pavlovian response this elicits, the way that my panties begin to dampen as he begins his ritual. He takes the pipe in his hands, stroking it slowly before placing a fresh damper in the saddle. He cooks the chandu over the lamp, the dark, fragrant liquid sizzling in the tiny wok. Minute...
  14. I've been awake for about 40 hours...I love to hate me

    That's me in a nutshell, nut pun intended. Work was exhausting after the no sleep Ritalin binge last night and I'm not seeing much of a slow down in sight for tonight. I guess that's what inappropriate use of you rx drugs does to you kids. You live in the moment. In a week, I'll be dying for more but am too chicken shit find a supplier. It will be caffeine, herbal ADHD stimulants, high proof alcohol , and any other thing I can get my hands on until the doc rains pill prescriptions down on...
  15. 4 hours of power

    4 hours to mark 40 reports, should be fine, but i want to get it done earlier and try out a few things for when stuff gets crazy again. I've had 1mg lorazepam so far today but was earlier on the day. 7:50 Took 10mg oxycodone/naloxone somewhat sublingually but mostly just swallowed, tried to do it sneakily within the lounge room. Other times ill get it to a fine powder to get around the slow release mechanisms. (it tastes horrid) Marking begins 7:58 - 8:17 warm fuzzy hug feeling of oxy...
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