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  1. By the time you see the red flags it's already too late

    I just thought I'd do a quick recap of my last few years as most of them were spent away from the comfort of df. I realized I was in an abusive relationship the first time my boyfriend locked me on our balcony, tried to set it on fire, and once he saw I was calling a friend to come get me he put a shotgun to my head and told me "make sure you tell the 911 operator that by the time they get here your domestic violence call will be a homicide." He would choke my until my neck bruised, he...
  2. Day 10 - Facts of 10

    Men get an average of ten hard ons in a dream. There are 10 vowels in the Korean alphabet. If you write the number 10 twice as 1010, you get the binary representation of 10. In the Bible, there were 10 generations between Adam and Noah. Also, 10 generations between Noah and Abraham. The traditional 10th anniversary gift is tin, while today's gift for the 10th anniversary is diamonds. In the UK, a person could be convicted of a criminal offense at the young age of 10 and can...
  3. Day 9 - Here's a Fun One - FETISHES

    Come on this has to be a good one. Enjoy! Sploshing: This one is mostly for the ladies, apparently. I guess being naked and rolling around in kiddie pools full of baked beans is a major turn on?? Formicophilia: Gettin reallll excited over being covered in insects.. Tripsolagnia: Having a thrill of having one's hair shampooed. Dendrophilia: Some people like trees. Some people really like trees. Psychrophilia: Having fantasies of watching people freeze.. to death. Not sure...
  4. Day 8 - Animal Facts.. Mostly

    Woodpeckers have a surprisingly squishy and broad skull to avoid brain damage. Mosquitoes have a strange attraction to Limburger cheese, which has a smell some say resembles human feet. Apparently this was the connection made as to why mosquitoes go fro the feet and ankles. A full bottle of beer will hit a target with up to 70% more energy than an empty one, but both full and empty bottles can fracture a human skull - go get 'em with a full one you bar brawlers. A pair of pigeons...
  5. Day 7 - War and Strange Children's Jobs

    Polish Catholic midwife Stanisława Leszczyńska delivered 3,000 babies at the Auschwitz concentration camp during the Holocaust in occupied Poland. In World War II, British soldiers got a ration of three sheets of toilet paper a day. Americans got 22. Only 20% of the males born in the Soviet Union in 1923 survived the war. To avoid using the German sounding name ‘hamburger’ during World War II, Americans used the name ‘Liberty Steak.’ Adolph Hitler and Henry Ford each kept a...
  6. Day 6 - Music Facts

    None of the Beatles could read music. Musicians have one of the lowest life expectancys of any profession. Jingle Bells was originally written for Thanksgiving. In 1989, the U.S. military played AC/DC music at General Noriega's compound, as loudly as he could, in Panama for 2 days straight. The dictator surrendered soon after. Britney Spear's music is used to drive Somali pirates away by the British Navy. Finland has the most heavy metal bands in the world, per capita....
  7. Kratom~An Experiment

    I had never heard of kratom until I read about it here. I'm quite intrigued. I use opiates for chronic pain and have recently had a huge spike in pain that led to a switch to fentanyl then off fentanyl onto oxycontin. The roller coaster ride seems to have twisted the volume up to high on my tolerance. I'm frustrated to have finally found a medication combo that is working only to have it not be "enough". I'm terrified to tell my doctor, I don't want to do anything that might risk...
  8. the one question I have for you

    One question I find relevant, as a way to illustrate . the opposite extreems of energies that is pulling human sanity apart. collectively the good and the evil and how to spot the difference Is Bush chosen by God to conquer the world ? What really think: is that Bush is Brainwashed by his father since prebirth to believe he is the chosen one.. And that he never will realize that he is a tool for the Evil side of the battle.. What I have been "Told" by my "divine connections" is: The...
  9. Day 5 - Body Facts

    An average healthy man's lungs has enough surface area to cover a tennis court. Your nose can remember 50,000 different smells. Human bones, ounce for ounce, are stronger than steel. All the bacteria in one body collectively weigh 4 pounds. Everyday, your heart creates enough energy to drive a truck for 20 miles (32 km). Within three days of death, the enzymes that digested your dinner begin to eat you. The chemicals that make up a human body are roughly worth 160 USD. Without...
  10. Day 4 - Have Some History

    Currently spiraling out of control. In one day of heavy fighting in the battle of Stalingrad, a railway changed hands from Soviet to German control and back again fourteen times in two hours. The last civil war widow died in 2003. The maximum territory of ancient Rome was 2.51 million square miles. Which was the 19th largest empire in history. Humans appeared 200,000 years ago. Written record began 6,000 years ago. That would mean that 97% of history is lost.
  11. End of Experiment

    Basically I've stopped going to NA as I picked up smoking again, these people chain smoke then revel in their supposed recovery from addiction. I was told to be on a subutex programming, which was going to be begun, that I would have to get each dose daily from a pharmacist for three months at least before being allowed take home doses. I gained a real aversion to poppy tea in the process of all this, basically vomiting every time it was dosed. Some of the processes involved with drug...
  12. Day 3 - Hope you guys like statistics!

    It has been said that Snoop Dogg smokes 81 blunts a day. Thats roughly 5 blunts an hour. In the early 1900's, there was an asthma medicine called "Tucker's Asthma Specific". It contained 420 milligrams of cocaine per ounce of the stuff. Cocaine use has been reported in 2/3 of all countries. Marijuana was easily purchased at the local drug store up until the 1940's. 208 million people, internationally consume illegal drugs. More than 60% of kids say that drugs were kept,...
  13. Day 2

    The 9th fastest growing company of 2015 was a pharmaceutical co. named Gilead Sciences. October 23, 2001 was the date that Apple's first Ipod was released. There was once a punishment in England for irresponsible drinking. It involved a large barrel with holes cut out for the arms and head, with the bottom removed. He'd then have to go about his public job and doings. Another was to the poor Welsh school children, who were apparently becoming unmotivated. To fix this problem,...
  14. Day 1

    Oxford University is older than the Aztec Empire. Giraffes sleep 5 minutes per 24 hours. There's such things as light pink dolphins. There's a car accident of some kind every 15 minutes. Google is worth over 527 billion USD. It is estimated that by 2050, the world will produce around 3 billion tonnes of both animal feeds, and breakfast cereals.
  15. I need to get clean already.

    I want to so badly stay clean. I keep fucking up every so often. First was a year clean, relapse, then 4 months, relapse, then three months and now relapse. I need a support system. I think a good way also is to find something to do everytime I get that craving.... Like a cigarette smoker quits cigarettes, they eat a candy (if not using a nicotine patch or such) everytime I feel like using, I'll keep journaling or write a poem on my thoughts. Any other suggestions?
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