I am prepping for major spinal surgery and the doc says the odds are 50/50.....dead, or better. Not healed, just better. I am scared, but courage is facing your fears head on and not allowing them to stop you. I have been a great many things, and not all of them good, but I have never been a coward. But I would be a fool and a liar if I said I was not scared.
This might be the last post on my blog. I.....we will know in about 90 days or so.
it has been one hell of a ride for the last 50 years, and I have no regrets. Well, that is not true. I regret not being kinder to those I know and love. I regret the stupid and senseless arguments I have had with my friends here. I regret the taking of lives I did while serving my country. I regret not being a nice person. I guess I have a lot of regrets after all! But you can't change the past, only the future.
I just hope I have one. I am, and have been, honored beyond all measure to be a part of this family, and I hope to return.