Are there any doctors left out there that have empathy for those in chronic pain? I'm really starting to believe the drug abuse problem in this state has gotten so bad that one is labeled a drug seeker before you see a doctor. Its a disgraceful period of time we live in for so much drug abuse to be occurring. Am not talking of the ones who actually need help. My Uncle had bone cancer and was not allowed to have any narcotics and was in such pain at one point he went running out of this house and trying to run down the dirt road and finally collapsed from sheer agony. In the end hospice finally took over and gave the poor man relief but I don't think at that point he even was aware what dimension he was in.
After twenty years of being on legal scripts for norco and ritalin and being suddenly cut off I am handling this entire thing pretty well. Luckily I was blessed with good parents who taught me strength and courage was above all most valuable to possess. My closest friends say I have a legit reason to lawsuit the doctor. Depends on how bad my liver has gotten but I'm looking into ways to liver cleanse and let me make this clear I never graduated high school. Only went to the 9th grade. Two years later I was married and working on building our own farm and ranch so am not educated in biology and what not. Any input on liver cleanse would be appreciated.
Today I managed day 8 without meds and managed to get boards cut at our band saw for the new chicken house. Found two narcos in the kitchen drawer. How they got there I don't know but was sorely tempted to take one but didn't. Hurting like all get out right now from another hards days work but refuse to make others miserable so I smile and just take the pain. On the desk lays two ounces of red vein kratom but I declare am not real sure how to take it. I don't wanna be high, am not looking to get high, just want rid of this dang pain. Allergic to Nsaids so this out of the question. Its like an ever ending cycle. Reminds me of the country song Stop the world and let me off, am tired of goin' round and round....LOL
Well, I reckon enough said my heart goes out to y'all as I sit here and try to figure out how to get through another night. Smiles and Hugs, Maw on the mountain top