Bam. I pull the needle out of my vein and i know im in for a lengthy ride full of twists and turns and adrenaline pumping loops and twirls.
As much as a rollercoaster ride indeed it seems, i find it to be more much like a boat, violently cruising a sea dreaded by deadly breeze
My bed is my boat, my ship. My thirst for knowledge as endless as the very ocean ive set my sails upon
And the information acquired, the wind and the tidals of waves that, one day, will finally push the ship to the ultimate, yet unknown, destined location......
Although the ships destiny is that of uncertainty
Some type of sense of just knowing that, although the ships travel has been one of unorganized rather confusing and conflicting matter overload,
The purpose it all serves will be no less than phenominal and miraculous
Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrusted upon them.
Yes this is true.
If you feel you were designed to conduct great things that is nothing short of magic
Follow your heart and your soul no dream is too unrealistic
No reality is too altered or mystic
See i used to think i was crazy
And thats how them and society portrayed me
Although i knew it was something greater than that
One by one things started making sense
I uncovered certain knowledge and truth
But i couldnt stop there. This feeling was too intense.
For many, meth is destined to tear apart the very lives and souls of the consumer.
But this is not the case for all.
It can drive your very soul to awaken, evolve, and understand what brings you meaningfull wholeness
And from there we can transition.
Its a long journey of spiritual growth and transformation.
I stand now to simply inform others they are not alone
They are not crazy
And they must fight any fear or doubt in order to achieve a complete and successful, in this case, boat ride to the anonymous destination
Others have spoken to me now it is clear i must do the same.
Yours truly, the aspiring psychonaut
NOTE : it is unknown whether the use of methamphetime is actually relevent to the actual context
It may not be relevent for some, or it might be replaced with some other drug.
The efficacy of meth in particular being relevent is suspected to be in association with the brains original functionality, design and what is perceived to be as 'abnormalities'
Conclusion drawn from personal experience, extensive research and dare i say, beliefs arised from delirious association of information. (If thats the correct term)
which history shows to be effective and correct.
Dont believe me, ask and i will happily provide reputable source.
Also if this appears to be nothing but mumble jumble disarray of meaningless words and some type of psychosis fueled rant.. KINDLY DISREGUARD THIS ENTIRELY so that others with potential to understand and gain from this post, is available for benefit.
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Extreme hunger for knowledge driven by methamphetamine