Well I skipped out oh the diphenhydramine, Although, have been craving it ( I know that's odd) sitting at home all day is really bad for the person. But I am so wasted, succh a waste, a highschool dropout, nothing.
Haven't heard back from the school in LA that I want to go to, feelling very unloved right now. I wish more people understood me, but suddenly- its like I have forgotten myself- and did that ever really matter? Losing it- I mean truly losing yourself, did it matter? What's normal, what IS normal.
Here I am, alone, in my bedroom. Starting blankly at all my sad surroudnings, this perpetual seclusion, isolation, from the world- but...hold on...what world? drugs cant cure the problems can they?
Maybe they can- maybe they will and do....