1. Dear Drugs-Forum readers: We are a small non-profit that runs one of the most read drug information & addiction help websites in the world. We serve over 4 million readers per month, and have costs like all popular websites: servers, hosting, licenses and software. To protect our independence we do not run ads. We take no government funds. We run on donations which average $25. If everyone reading this would donate $5 then this fund raiser would be done in an hour. If Drugs-Forum is useful to you, take one minute to keep it online another year by donating whatever you can today. Donations are currently not sufficient to pay our bills and keep the site up. Your help is most welcome. Thank you.
    PLEASE HELP
  1. LittleBabyNothing
    Previous night I could not fall asleep and it was for good, because I finally let all emotions out. They have been piling up since funeral.

    It is strange how I used to think that I will not reach 27 years and did a lot of stupid things, but now I realised that I have so many things to do that I am affraid of not managing to do them when that day will come.I just can not imagine that this whole process someday will stop.I have to be there for my children and husband.

    This funeral really made me think about a lot of things.
    But, what is strange, emotions what came to me yesterday were some kind of anger. I know, that it is part of grieving and that finally I just let it all go.

    Maybe I am wrong, but I somehow feel like he is gone and is no longer here. It somehow makes everything seem lighter and easier now.

Comments

To make a comment simply sign up and become a member!