Well I've made it almost a week, of course the last 2 days I slept. Not to mention my anxiety has been out of control because this is the weekend I was supposed to go to a convention with my very dear friend that past away. I tried, begged and pleaded not to go, but in the end I knew it was the right thing to do.
Still running low grade fevers, and some nausea, and lots of anxiety but I think I'm gonna make it. As long as I keep busy. Sometimes there are a lot of down time at these conventions, and that will be the hard part for me.
But if I can make it through this weekend, I think I can make, kick the habit, and start a new chapter in my life, When one chapter ends, another begins, and when we die, we have the book of our life.