I want to so badly stay clean. I keep fucking up every so often. First was a year clean, relapse, then 4 months, relapse, then three months and now relapse. I need a support system. I think a good way also is to find something to do everytime I get that craving.... Like a cigarette smoker quits cigarettes, they eat a candy (if not using a nicotine patch or such) everytime I feel like using, I'll keep journaling or write a poem on my thoughts. Any other suggestions?