It's about 2.45 am.
I'm really getting to the end of my tether about all this insomnia business.
I just want one normal night's sleep. I've tried so many things, but nothing seems to work. I start to feel tired at about 11pm, so I go to bed, but when I get in bed I'm wide awake...and then the Restless Leg Syndrome decides to join in the fun, too.
I usually start to drift off to sleep at about 4 am, then my babies awake to start their day at 5am,
I feel like I can no longer function like this. i am constantly tired but whenever I try to sleep my body/mind suddenly starts to wake up.
Tonight's reccurring thought was suicide bombers. Wearing baggy clown suits filled with Skittles....so that when it explodes....
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