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it begins.. the fucking dreaded gain.

By jessilee, Mar 3, 2014 | |
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  1. jessilee
    Starting to panic.. been busy. Havent been working out. Im gaining weight. Im so scared now. Im up 10 lbs. And it seems to be strictly in my gut.

    Im distraught. And I am sitting here... 11:55 pm. 5 Mins from my 34th birthday. I am not thinking of meth. But now adderrall. I want that.. im starting to try and justify it in my head. Thinking of ways into manipulating a Dr into thinking I have ADD. How messed up. Is this like the 3 week mental breakdown ? Does working out not help after I have abused drugs? What is my body doing right now??

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