Looking in the mirror I don't like what I see the monster I feel I truly am becoming its getting dark maybe closer to another bad ending the price is steep why can I not take that leap why can I not continue to be clean why do I let my addiction surface in other another place I see it in my face my eyes sunk in I look souless my friend I hold my hands up my fingers I can see are withered and slender why do I continue these all night benders... I look at the ground and feel ashamed... I can see that I truly am a addict its black and white its plain day in everyones sight this disease is taking my very soul I feel in not the same and have a black hole a empty shell when will this end only time will tell
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