Have you ever woke up in the morning and just felt refreshed and ready for the day ?
Me either.. I cannot remember waking up and feeling normal or like i am in tip top shape. I am in my late 20's but in the morning i feel like i am in my late 60's . Whatever that is like ?
I have some very specific rules in the morning. I do not want to talk to you and all i care about is heating up a cup of instant coffee.. Why instant ? Because its faster !! It only
takes about 1 minute in the microwave...
I will stumble over to the couch with my coffee and take my morning allotted medicine dose.
Please do not talk to me, Please do not ask me to do anything, please do not bring up any plans for the day.. Just let me be.
So i will look stare off into space for about 10-30 minutes pretty much dead to the world.
So after about 30 minutes i am reasonably fine.. I still like at least 1 hour to sit around and veg on the couch.
Ok i still would like another hour... Better make it 2 hours..
I dislike morning and yet i at one time would cherish them... What changed ?
I dunno maybe the fact that i feel like my brain is being ripped out of its skull changed. The slightest noise irritates me, and i hate light.. What is with all you people that talk like to open the curtains and let the morning light in.
What ever happened to just covering up the walls with tin foil and bed sheets and having the lights down..
Leave me alone in the morning. Please !!!!
Note: Not subject to drugs forum members.. Only should apply to those who can physically mingle in my world. Side note: I only check the forum after i am awake..