Just one of those days when I want to stay permanently high for the rest of my life and never ever get clean again, when I prefer to stay in myown private wonderland and let the rest of the world leave me alone. Because I like the world this way much better.In the same time hating even idea of it.
But world wants me to participate in it.
I thought that I am doing better, but now I really doubt it. When I start, I just do not know how to stop and I want more, more, more.