I have decided to take a pause. Not because I actually want it, but because my health recently has gave me some serious warnings.
We have decided to go to countryside for some time. I am not actually sure how I feel about this, because some part of me is in panic and quite grumpy that I will be forced to live clean, but other part understands that I have to. Unless I want to end up in hospital once more.
I hope that I will have some kind of success.