Isn't it ironic how quickly a bad decision that seemed so good can escalate into much, much more than you anticipated?
Happily married for 2 years, little girl meets a man. Never once unfaithful, not a person had ever caught her interest like her husband did. This man, though, was an addiction of a new form. Of the very worst kind. Why? He was attractive, yes, but there had been many that were, yet failed miserably to catch her interest. He was unstable as a person can be, the war in Iraq, four tours in the early years, had left his thoughts, actions, and feelings mangled.
She was infatuated. The thought of him left her anxious for his next hug, kiss, touch.
He was yet to let go of his ex, though, despite the numerous infidelities.
Little girl must have thought she was something special, that she could use her looks to steal his heart away.
The harder she tried, the slower he fell. The promises he made her more than likely echoing the same made to his ex.
Little girl began to find that the thought of him left her in tears. Simply because she had neglected the person that actually did truly care about her, to chase a haze of smoke and lies.
When does it end?
This dangerous attraction was destine for failure, the screaming, fighting, crying, sex, lies, come downs, kisses of little fulfillment, were either going to crash and burn or just explode.
She realized this yesterday, when she found herself, alone in the bed they had just spent hours smoking, licking, sucking, fucking on. Anxiety attacks were not very common for her, but this one was gripping. She was convinced that nothing would make her happy any longer, her one infatuation easily falling short of making her happy. What is the point of living if unhappiness is around every corner?
Little girl began to cry, hyperventilate, shake, she was falling apart. When this man walked in, he asked if she had slept yet, of course she hadn't. Groaning, he asked her if she would go get him a pack of cigs.
Little girl was in disbelief. She sat there, moments away from suicide and he had shown his true colors.
Little girl quickly dressed and left, attempting to make it 15 miles away to her relatives home.
During this time her husband was frantically calling, desperate to make sure that little girl was alright, to let her know that he loved her so.
Heartless whore, little girl.
Barely making it 4 miles, little girl had to stop, hyperventilating had left her feeling as if she was going to be out at any moment.
Little girls husband kept her on the phone until deciding that a parent must pick up little girl, for her safety.
He made the calls and called little girl back.
The object of little girls desire had simply sent rude text about leaving him when he needed her, and that she had let him pick when she should have stopped him.
How dumb could little girl get?
Mixes of prescription drugs and meth had left little girl with a dangerous attraction to a heartless man, but all along she had everything she'd ever need, just waiting for her.
Little girl has realized the stupidity of this decision to begin a relationship with this man, lets just hope that she sticks to her guns when she asks for it all to be just a small memory.
Remove the mask, little girl.