Time to check in and let the rest of you know that I have been fighting severe cravings and drug dreams the past few weeks . . . and they have passed without incident.
This is really a huge thing for me. I have 7 months clean time, and had a 1-day slip the last time I had 7 months.
Things had been going great; past the holiday blues, credit card bills paid, recovered from the friends that "went out" over the holidays. Money in the bank, working out, losing weight, skiing, golfing . . . life couldn't be better! So why did I want to get high and risk all the stuff I have worked so hard to rebuild? Am I afraid of success? What I might become?
Who cares? I am clean today, and moving forward in my recovery after a rough few weeks.
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