Right when I'm about to reach two weeks, I fuck up. Gave in. Did it yesterday and today.
I think that all of this just goes to show that I can't stop on my own.
Yes I have plenty of support from my parents and some close coworkers and my therapist but ultimately I need some people who are trained to help me with this.
I just don't want to live my life waiting to pick up. The stresses of picking up. And then doing it and everything.
I'm trying to not completely discourage myself because I did come a long way and if I am too hard on myself then I'll get depressed and maybe fuck up again. I just don't want this for myself.
Anyway hope all of you are doing well!
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