Heyyy whut up pepo? I am stopping in finally again. Man I just am far to busy. Not intentional. We lost
our 25 yr long main home to a fire. Everything gone. Another puppy gone. Husband heard his cries as he was engulfed. Then another pup, fire dept could not get to, screamed til his passing
also. Hubby had to hold me down because I wanted to go to him. His name was Buddy. He was abused dumped on our steps 2 xmases prior. He was a 2 year old Pitbull also. The pup was a 5 month old Pit named Humphrey. Terible. Lost kitties also. I could not imagine anything more aweful for me to survive thru then this kinda thing. Made it out within minutes from losing my own life and hubbies and a renters
also. They call us lucky. Hmmmm. Its hard to live with but got to go on to do better next time and keep saving other pets from abuse or abandonement situations, right. I am even talking with ASPCA about
opening an office and yard down on our property. I just want to specialize in large wild animal reserve kinda place. I love large cats. Especcially the Bengal and Panther.
I am sitting with hubby at doctor office waiting to discuss his bad lung scan. Spot on lung. Has to be checked once every 6 months. I hate going to doctors with a passion I cannot begin to relay the depth of. But this is for us. Right? I don't know what I would do without hubby. He spoiled me so much. He needs to be okay. We both smoke. Should be able to do a few things for pleasure. It is pleasurable. I guess there is a price. There is so much life we have left to live and plans to fulfil. I can't imagine hearing bad news. But I know it is not normal. Shit I a m nervous. Ok all is ok the doctor said. And I cannot read this on my phone nomore so gotta close.