So Swim eventually shot the 6mg hydromorphone up on Friday. First needle experience. Went super well. Swim missed the vein though so it kinda ended up becoming IM, but there was still a good high for about 45min-1hour. Oh well. Surprisingly, very little sedation via this admin vs oral/intranasal/rectal. Nodding was present, as well as a mood boost, but euphoria was still not present. Perhaps an increase in dose would have helped. Swim would like some heroin but it's a bitch to find, he says. Swim will be shooting again, but would like to keep it to a minimum. Swim also filtered and shot 150mg tramadol right after the other stuff just for the sake of a little more high, which did not happen. Swim just got the nasty SSRI/SNRI effects of tramadol, which made Swim puke rather violently a few times throughout the day, and antiemetics could do nothing to help. The entry would is healing very well. Swelling and redness are almost gone on the 2nd or 3rd day after, and the spot was poked maybe 8 times. Bruising is becoming more prominent and the spot seems to fine. Good.
Swim took a concentrated 75 hour break from marijuana. He later split about 1.5g of a 70/30 mix of some supposed local high grade pot and Spice Diamond into 2 joints, and shared this between himself and 2 others, which smoked remarkably well. Swim was stoned for almost 2 hours, the longest in months. Swim also really enjoyed the experience, watched some movies, ate lots of good food, and had lots of all around fun with his friend. Swim was amazed that he got high as he did, since he has even taken longer breaks with fewer effects. Swim has decided that he will attempt 75 hour rotation times for smoking pot to moderate tolerance. He'll extend to maybe 100hours in the future to compare.
Swim's doing Cognitive behavior therapy on himself to overwrite a lot of the drug behavior he programmed into himself over the past year. Breaking out of the habits of doing a drug every single day, and strong/hard ones at that. Swim's going to moderate 2 pot experiences a week max, and 1, maybe 2 opioid experiences a week too. When the DMT plants arrive, I'm sure everything will change though. I do expect the DMT plants to help Swim regarding addictive behaviors. Swim is doing well in cutting back and getting his life back to not obsessing about drugs 24/7. Even never becoming a full-blown addict, Swim's life has changed a lot, and his tolerances sure like to act like he is a physical addict.
Poppy seeds and DMT will be with Swim in 2-4 days. Swim can't wait. Swim fears the DMT plants, but the poppy stuff, oh man. Let's hope the 2lbs has enough alkaloids for at least one decent experience.