I just need to fucking rant.
I know this is my manic depression breaking through so I'm not going to worry about it but...
FUCK ME, I HATE EVERYONE AROUND ME
Well, excepting a few people. But I really feel the need to get away from everyone and everything.
Every little thing that people do around me is annoying the hell out of me. Very small, trivial things but still, they are grinding on my last nerve. Bad manners, bad humour, bad vibes.
Why, why, why, why do I get like this! It's not even like this is due to any kind of narcotic, it's just my brain beating itself up from the inside. Maybe I should just write some terrible angsty poetry or something.
Very sorry to post this at all as it is hardly constructive or insightful but it's the only place I feel is suitable.
Wow, that feels better. Thank you, empty internets!
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