There was a time when i wasnt an addict and i was sober never worried about things and was generally happy with age and shit happening i became depressed and upset and angry alot i would panic and drugs helped i started abusing them and using daily benzos and opiates and sleeping pills got them from friends stole them from family, plugged snorted smoked swallowed anything i could get, i finally kind of got myself together and pretty much only use kratom now and mostly only at night.
Come to present time tonight in particular and i want to use hard drugs ahain the urges are strong i feel depressed the kratom doesnt feel like enough i want hydrocodone and clonazepam or some ambien or something i feel like im falling apart i dont wanna go back to how i fekt before i felt so lost and i still do but not as bad i just wish i could make these urges go away ots taking every bone in my bidy right now not to use itd probably only take me 3 hours to get a hold onto something...
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