You and I, an unequal pair.
You, the sum of all beauty and pleasure;
I, your unworthy supplicant, a frail creature of flesh and bone.
Tomorrow you will forsake me, but tonight you are mine.
Tonight, I will sacrifice myself upon your primordial altar,
and I will take you inside of me.
O Idol, my Dark Master,
Unlock the closed doors of my heart so that I may live forever!
In your velvet embrace, my Idol,
I am home.
I am no longer a prisoner of the world, with its endless petty aggravations;
I am simply yours.
In your arms, I allow myself to believe.
Under your tender caresses, I am reborn.
The world is new,
and I am as a child again.
Although I tremble with fear,
I will meet your pin-prick gaze, my Idol.
I have eaten the forbidden fruit;
I know too much already.
I am damned.
Dear Drugs-Forum readers: We are a small non-profit that runs one of the most read drug information & addiction help websites in the world. We serve over 4 million readers per month, and have costs like all popular websites: servers, hosting, licenses and software. To protect our independence we do not run ads. We take no government funds. We run on donations which average $25. If everyone reading this would donate $5 then this fund raiser would be done in an hour. If Drugs-Forum is useful to you, take one minute to keep it online another year by donating whatever you can today. Donations are currently not sufficient to pay our bills and keep the site up. Your help is most welcome. Thank you.