(This one was in a much better condition then the last one, however, quite profane)
[Here I am, Friday night] and these [ladies] aren't in to me and they [drink] all my [alcohol]. Of they wanted to relax and be mellow, it would be different. Bye to them!
What bothers me is when they pursue other men-i.e. my friends- right in front of me. I'm human too and I drink and party to be reminded of that.
I'm finding myself more depressed then ever before when they do this.
I did attempt to [censored] myself when I came home early tonight but [I found that] my sister took my knives when she searched my apartment last week.