Not a single person really understands how i feel
When i got my diploma I said oh shit now its real
I got layers of feelings, but i dont like to peel
Losing my friends and my sanity, what is the deal
I always knew when I got older that shit would be crazy
But i never predicted that i would think about it daily
When june of 09 comes around my life will change forever
The love of my life will leave and will i see her again? never.
I know my life has many turns to take, many more endeavors
I know im smart with potential an i know that im clever
But i cant seem to figure this puzzle out, its eating me away
I love my hometown but i hate it, an i dont want to stay
But leaving all my childhood friends is a hard price to pay
I think about it when i wake up, and every night when i lay
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