2am vent, thought I'd share. Enjoy, I need a pipe..
You brought out things in me that I'd intentionally hid, together knocked down walls I built as a struggling kid. Letting you in hurt but that's the risk you have to take. You have to FALL in love, and just hope they don't let you break. The fall was hell but its the stop that really took my head. The one supposed to catch me was in someone else's bed. My heart obliterated, just a pawn in your sick game. Trying to rebuild myself while I'm made to wear the blame. So I was distant? Always sad? Wouldn't suck your meat? No excuse comes close to justifying that you cheat. I won't bother explaining the impact it had on me. You knew what you were doing through your immorality. I'll forever be damaged by an act I played no part. The scars upon my arm echo the trauma in my heart. Life's never really fair though, as all roads lead to disaster. Disney fucking lied, there is no Happy Ever After.
NOTE: this hasn't been tweaked for posting, its what I wrote at the time, if there is anything that you aren't cool with reading, don't flip out. Just send me an email or whatever, I'm happy to work with you to find a solution. Better yet, just email me anyway. Pen pals are hectic