Relapsed on kratom almost a week ago now itll be a week monday also using benzos and alcohol and i am in a dark place i feel like im an akward person that nobody likes my girlfriend is here but idk how long shell want to deal with my shit i just really feel insecure and i feel like nothing gets better why is it that i only get good days like once a week and even those days arent that great becAuse im just always tired and feel like such a dumbass i need to just get on antidepressants and give up the thought that i will one day get myself clean and happy with no help i feel like such an ugly person on the inside and its killing me right now
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