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What happened when one woman smoked dope daily for a month for a BBC documentary

  1. klaatu
    The Daily Mail
    26th March 2008

    http://www.dailymail.co.uk/pages/li...ain.html?in_article_id=545408&in_page_id=1774


    Just a few puffs on a rolled-up cigarette containing "skunk" - a strong form of cannabis - was all it took to strip Nicky Taylor of all her capabilities and to induce a terrifying combination of paranoia, fear and anxiety.

    As the drug took effect, she was rendered incapable of doing anything save look anxiously around her and try to calm her trembling hands.

    But Nicky is not just another of the millions of Britons who smoke cannabis regularly. She chose to experiment with the drug as part of a BBC documentary in which she investigated just how damaging smoking different forms of the drug can be - with herself as a guinea pig.

    "I felt absolutely terrified," recalls Nicky, a divorced mother-of-three, thinking back to her first experience just over a month ago.

    "Paranoia set in, and I felt as if I was having a panic attack. At one point, I was simply too frightened to get out of my chair.

    "I had a feeling the drug had unlocked some sort of paranoia in my head that would never go away again - I suddenly felt everyone hated me. Without doubt, that was one of the worst moments of my life."

    It has been well over 20 years since Nicky first smoked cannabis, which she tried as a student.

    But for this investigation she has spent the past month in Amsterdam, where she smoked around a joint of cannabis - which two years ago was downgraded from a class B to a class C drug in Britain - every day.

    Controversially, she also allowed herself to be injected with pure THC (tetrahydrocannabinol), the active ingredient in cannabis.

    Her aim was to discover the true effect cannabis had on her mind and body - and conversely on the millions of Britons who now smoke it regularly.

    While some will question Nicky's wisdom in committing herself to such an experiment when she is a mother of three young children, there is little doubt that her experiences are both enlightening and cautionary to anyone who might think cannabis is harmless.

    At one point during her investigation, scientific tests proved that, thanks to the drug, she had developed a level of psychosis well above that seen in individuals with schizophrenia.

    It is estimated that 15 million people in the UK have tried cannabis, and up to 5 million smoke it on a regular basis.

    In the UK, cannabis use has increased 1,000 per cent since the Seventies, and according to a recent Unicef report, the UK has the third highest rate of young people smoking cannabis in the Western world.
    Yet there is now considerable medical evidence that cannabis causes psychosis. It has also been linked to schizophrenia, and is believed to be behind a string of violent murders.

    Even mild short-term use can result in depression and sleep disturbances.

    "As a mother, I wanted to find out what is in store for my children if they ever try cannabis," says Nicky, who lives in Kidderminster with her children Freya, nine, Millie, eight, and Harry, six.

    "Also, there is no doubt that cannabis has got stronger - over the past few years, home-grown cannabis has been genetically altered so that it contains 10 to 15 per cent THC, whereas naturally-grown cannabis contains only 3 to 5 per cent.

    "I wanted to know whether there is any truth to the claim made by dope smokers that you can smoke cannabis and carry on with life as normal. And I wanted to find out if the drug really does drive you into madness."

    To conduct her investigation, Nicky spent a month in Amsterdam, working part-time at a coffee shop that sells the drug.

    Although she would not be allowed to smoke during her shift, she lit up every day after work.

    "The first time I smoked cannabis in Amsterdam it contained one of the strongest forms of 'skunk' on sale, and the result was absolutely horrendous," says Nicky.

    "At that moment, I felt like pulling the plug on the investigation, packing my bags and heading home to my children, who'd stayed in the UK with my mother. I ended up having a row with my cameraman, too, because I was so irrational and paranoid.

    "It all felt a world away from the feeling of harmless giddiness I'd remembered having from smoking it a little as a student. It hit me that I could be risking my sanity - and it didn't feel worth it."

    However, waking the next morning, Nicky's paranoia had dissipated and she decided to carry on. That is not to say she didn't feel any physical and mental after-effects of the drug.

    "Although the paranoia had gone, I was left dazed and my mind seemed to be operating much more slowly than it usually does," says Nicky. "I had no motivation and just wanted to go back to bed. I had no idea how anyone could get stoned at night and then function properly the next day."

    Over the following week, Nicky smoked different varieties of cannabis on a daily basis. While she did not encounter the same level of paranoia again, her ability to work was nonetheless compromised by the drug's effects.

    "At one point, I went to interview the man who runs Amsterdam's hemp museum after smoking cannabis," says Nicky. "I wanted to appear professional - as any reporter from the BBC would. But this proved to be next to impossible. I was giggly and could hardly keep my mind on what he was saying.

    "Embarrassingly, my attention suddenly wandered to a pile of guinea pig bedding which was sitting in the corner of his office, clearly intended for someone's pet.

    "I rushed over to it and kept picking it up. I felt as if I'd just discovered the Holy Grail, but the poor man clearly thought I was incredibly odd. He was obviously uncomfortable in my presence, and I was clearly unable to be professional while on the drug."

    To find out how much her concentration had been compromised, Nicky set herself the task of assembling a flat pack cabinet, first free from and then under the influence of cannabis.

    Without having smoked the drug, she found the job straightforward. While stoned however, it was a different matter.

    "I took only two puffs of cannabis, but was totally hopeless when it came to assembling the cabinet," she says. I felt so spaced out that I ended up passing out on the sofa with the cabinet still in bits around me. The drug totally destroyed my ability to think."

    Over the course of the four-week investigation, this "mental oblivion", as Nicky describes it, was to become a familiar feeling.

    On a daily basis, depending on the strength of cannabis she had smoked, she either spiralled into depression and paranoia or simply passed out and had to go to bed.

    "I noticed very quickly that the stronger the variety of cannabis, the more paranoia and depression I experienced," she says.

    "Some nights, particularly after smoking 'skunk', which is high in THC, I couldn't sleep at all and would be pacing my room, becoming more and more paranoid and thinking everyone I'd met at the cafe, as well as the BBC crew, was talking about me.

    "But even the weaker varieties rendered me completely useless. I'd often go to bed at 8pm and be totally crashed out until morning. I felt constantly groggy and unmotivated, I couldn't wake up in the mornings and I'd find myself longing to go back to bed all day.

    "My motivation was reduced to zero and I felt totally slowed down.

    "I'm a very active person, with a mind that normally works at a million miles an hour. I thrive on multi-tasking and getting through my daily 'To do' lists. Yet, with cannabis in my life, I reached the end of every day feeling frustrated that I'd achieved so little.

    "By the end of a month of smoking cannabis every day, I felt as if my mind had been turned into treacle and nothing made much sense to me any more.

    "Even basic things like trying to send emails or talk to people on the phone became a real effort of will and brain power. There is no way I could carry on with the life I lead now, looking after my children, at the same time as smoking cannabis, even if it was just occasionally."

    If Nicky's mind seemed to be getting smaller, her waistline was expanding. Over the course of her investigation, she gained half a stone, due to the drug's tendency to bring on cravings for junk food.

    "Cannabis triggers a chemical surge in the brain which stimulates the appetite, and in particular makes you crave sweet and salty snacks while you are stoned," says Nicky.

    "I could easily get through a couple of packets of biscuits and a huge bag of crisps, and the result was I quickly gained weight.

    "I usually go running every day, but the effect of the drug on my lungs meant this was no longer possible either, because cannabis compromises lung function three times as much as ordinary cigarettes.

    "And I not only felt groggy - I looked groggy, too. I woke up every morning with puffy eyes and sallow skin. It was as though the drug had destroyed my ability to refresh my body as well as my mind."

    Once back in the UK, Nicky visited the Institute of Psychiatry, where, for the final stage of her investigation, she took part in a unique experiment.

    Scientists there are interested in the effect of the ratio between the drug's two main components - THC and cannabanoid - and the levels of psychosis induced in the user, and are undertaking trials in which volunteers are injected with both pure THC and THC mixed with cannabanoid.

    Nicky agreed to do this, too, and following each injection, she underwent a series of psychological tests designed to assess her state of mind.

    Even though injecting the drug means it reaches the bloodstream more quickly than if it's smoked, the results were shocking.

    "With the mixture of THC and cannabanoid - which is roughly equivalent to the sort of 'grass' people smoked in the Sixties, I felt very giggly and silly," says Nicky.

    "I felt groggy afterwards and wouldn't want to feel that way all the time, but there wasn't anything too troubling about the experience.

    "The psychological tests indicated that while I was flippant and had lost any sense of care and responsibility, I had not become psychotic."

    However, Nicky's experience with pure THC - more akin to the strong "skunk" favoured by cannabis users today - was far more sinister.

    Within minutes of receiving the injection, she was overcome by morbid thoughts.

    "I was suddenly gripped by the idea that the scientists conducting the experiment were characters from a horror film who were somehow out to get me," she says.

    "I later found myself fantasising about jumping out of a window and crawling away somewhere that I would never be found. I was increasingly agitated and convinced they were trying to trick me in everything they said to me."

    Most alarmingly, she also took a test, in the form of a series of questions about her state of mind, in which a score of four points and above indicates significant psychosis of the level seen in people with schizophrenia - she scored 14.

    "I couldn't believe it when I saw my result - it was terrifying to think I was experiencing greater psychosis than someone with schizophrenia," says Nicky.

    "It proved without doubt that the drug was playing havoc with my mind, and inducing a psychotic state that I would never have reached without it.

    "I was reassured that once the effect of the drug had worn off after a few hours, I would return to normal, but it might be a different case for individuals with a family history of mental illness."

    With her investigation now behind her, Nicky is adamant that she will never touch cannabis again. Thankfully, she appears not to have experienced any long-term effects from using the drug.

    "I do feel extremely worried for my children's future and will certainly do all I can to ensure that they stay away from the drug," says Nicky.

    "Until now, I hadn't really considered cannabis had that much more effect than a bottle of wine might do, but now I know that's far from the truth.

    "The drug took me to some dark and frightening places, to which I hope I never return."

    Nicky's investigation: Should I Smoke Dope? can be seen in full on BBC3 tonight (26th March 2008) at 10pm.

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    Klaatu

Comments

  1. N0ly
    sounds like she is one of the few people that just cant smoke weed. I have a friend that when she smokes weed she thinks everyone is talking about her behind her back gets angry and starts accusing people of making fun of her. Its not that she cant handle being high it just unlocks negative thoughts that she cant get rid of.
  2. snapper
    Oh gawd. SWIM is gonna stop right now before SWIM ends up like this woman. After 20+ years, this will happen any day now!
    When SWIM started to smoke or resumed after a break, SWIM would smoke very small amounts, gradually increasing as SWIM's tolerance reestablished itself. Too much and SWIM would feel spun out. SWIM does the same with alcohol, stopping before becoming sloppy drunk. SWIM does not see any reference to controlling use. SWIM thinks the author had no tolerance and incapable of modulating her use. SWIM also thinks her personality was not suited to weed. SWIM hates subjective 'studies' such as this - they are incredibly misleading. There is a clear adjenda here...
  3. Benga
    yes...not to mention the "nocebo" effect....
    b
  4. AntiAimer
    She felt so scared, she needed a hit from the needle.

    What a joke, sooooo serious they went a full month. This lady is blantly irresponsible, neglecting her children for a whole month to binge on Marijuana. To spread Reefer Madness, the only purpose for this flawed "study".

    "THC mixed with cannabanoid"

    People are not the same and drugs are not for everyone, but what happen to her sounds like normal beginners effects to the extreme.

    Hope to see the video at some point.
  5. Lehendakari
    Conclusions:
    Cannabis feels so bad that people who smoke it must be masoquist.
    Don't smoke skunk, just slam a funny mixture of different cannabinoids or go back to the sixties.
    Cannabis is definitely not addictive.

    This is even more ridiculous than reefer madness
  6. klaatu
    What gets me about this "documentary" is that she has a negative reaction after smoking a few joints. Any normal person would cut-down, pause or stop altogether. But this loony (sorry, journalist) keeps on full-steam ahead.

    It proves nothing more than the fact that some people will do **anything** to get on television. No matter what the personal risk, cost or impact it might have on their friends, family, etc.


    Klaatu
  7. psyche
    What a piece of crap. That woman got some repressed problems. Maybe he hasn't been given a chance to be a child and he has repressed her interest and never asked any questions. And then at the moment the cannabis kicks in he finds the world to be so interesting that he couldn't care less about the interview, for which he never had any real interest. Anyway, cannabis isn't for anyone. Gush, it would be so much work finding a warning example of a drunk who raises his fists as fast as he gets the first drink, just to release the pressure he's been bottling up for god knows how long.
  8. robert whitfield
    SWIM read a report somewhere about a study in NZ that suggested that it was a genetic trait (in aproxx 1/3 of subjects) that caused the problems, this woman clearly falls into this 33%.

    If SWIM fell into this 33% he would quite simply stop smoking the shit.

    Why not just test the whole population and legalise cannabis to the other 66% ?
  9. Zentaurus41
    Murders, Madness WTF !!!!

    I think when she says, she usualy has a racing mind without pot gives it all away.
    She thinks too much anyway and I guess she may have some underlying mental prolems to begin with.
  10. Bajeda
    Parochial fallacy at its worst.

    If this lady - assuming she exists - had been smoking enough for the experiment to get a tolerance of some sort, the effects would be different. The effects would probably be different for the majority of people smoking cannabis anyways, who aren't mothers of small children who was most likely feed plenty of anxiety inducing propaganda beforehand.


    So many things wrong with this article.... Its feels obvious that this is aimed at concerned and clueless mother hens around the country.


    Haha, you'd think that the growers were into high-tech genetic engineering and pumping as much THC as they can into their weed as laugh maniacally in their mad scientist laboratories.


    Bull. Fucking. Shit.

    A certain Kangaroo smoked cannabis at near daily frequencies for several years while still in school. He was active in athletics, and could run under a 5 minute mile or an 18 minute 5K. After leaving school he started smoking cigarettes. The poor Kangaroo found it very difficult to keep up his running habits, and even working out at the gym was more of a challenge. Unless this lady was smoking large quantities of pot right before attempting to run, I don't see how she could have been affected that much so quickly.


    What the hell are they talking about here? What is this compound called "cannabinoid"? I want some!

    And injecting THC? Are we even serious here?



    I'd really like to see this for entertainment value - it would be hilarious if she tried to act out / exaggerate the effects of cannabis on film! Then again, the program would probably make me more depressed and pessimistic than cannabis ever could.
  11. psyche
    Before that she just thought he had his imagination running at overwhelming speed, but didn't notice there were speedlimits before they showed him the results. Great job there telling people what's normal and what's not.
  12. Lunar Loops
    For those of you that may doubt, this woman definitely exists and will do just about anything to get herself on TV. She first came to light in a fly-on-the-wall series called One Life back in 2004. Her episode was about how hard middle-aged women with kids found it to find love (here is a New Statesman article about the show http://www.newstatesman.com/200404260040).

    Since then she has done any number of these 'documentaries' as a self-styled 'investigative journalist'. She did one where she did not wash, shower, brush her teeth or use any form of cosmetics for six weeks. She did another where she went out with a group of twenty-something women who were binge drinkers and binge drank for five nights a week for a month. Do we see a pattern here?
  13. FuBai
    Persistent masochistic tendencies coupled with a desperation for attention suggesting fundamental underlying mental illness?
  14. N0ly
    Its like William H Hurst has risen from the dead. Are they seriously back to telling people "if you smoke it you will go Insaine" I thought that died in the sixties. I feel sorry for all the teens in England who's mothers are going to put them in a mental institution for psychoanalysis when they find a roach in their room.
  15. Benga
    they are.
    yet it's improtant to mention that the maniacal laughter comes after their daily pledge of allegeance to Chairmain Mao, while fidling their thin pointy mustaches...
    which is itself set off by a mysterious call in a "foreign" accent which unfailingly starts by the sentence " Raymond, why don't you pass the time by playing a little solitaire?"

    and when all this is said and done, it's all clear for the Al Qaeda representatives to pop in and check the THC content of the deadly cannabis, and also laugh, but in a menacing minor melodic scale....

    :)

    b
  16. Mr. Giraffe
    Thought for the Day: If sensationalist, attention seeking tabloid journalists enjoyed smoking cannabis, it would be an entirely different drug. I particularly like the image of her 'not being able to get through her daily to-do lists'. Clearly, she is allergic to relaxation, and has the mind of a hyperactive child. She is also an incredibly bad journalist, as evidenced by the total lack of balance or reality in her report. I mean, why does she suppose people smoke cannabis? Because they enjoy the unpleasant effects?
  17. klaatu
    Silly, it's because - obviously - that cannabis smokers are all hopelessly addicted the first time they have a joint. And almost all of them suffer enormous mental problems too. And everyone knows stoners worship Satan. They probably buy their cannabis direct from Al Qaeda.

    Ban cannabis now. In fact ban all plants! We must Protect The Children at all costs.

    Klaatu (feeling very jaded with bullsh*t "reporting")
  18. Lunar Loops
    Did anybody actually watch this? SWILL could not bring himself to watch it as he was in the room with people who would have swallowed it all hook, line and sinker and was not in the mood for debate (read 'raging row').

    The problem is and always has been that your average joe soap with little or no exposure to drugs of any kind (bar those lovely and not at all dangerous legal ones) WILL believe horse-shit like this. The standard come backs are along the lines of "But why would they lie, they have no reason to?" or "They don't lie on the news it is impartial reporting" or "You're only defending the use of it because you are a stoner". Unfortunately, like it or not, until we can get REAL information across to the general populous in the mainstream media, we are fighting a huge uphill struggle. Your average Joe is going to say (and SWILL has heard this SO many times) "Who do you think I'm going to believe, the government scientists and impartial reporters or a stoner?" SWILL wouldn't even class himself as a stoner (whatever that may be), but there you go.
  19. beentheredonethatagain
    see, I thought THC could be injected, now I've been proven correct.
  20. Purest
    Dinosaur is annoyed that the one day he doesnt check DF he misses finding out about this "documentary" it sounds absolutely hillarious, he almost regrets having a session and watching robot chicken's entire first season... almost...
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