Within recovery there are those blehh days as well as those chill days. The kind of days where gravity seems to be on your side.. even with the weight of the world still on your shoulders. Simple things to start off the day just goes right:
-had interrupted sleep but still have energy to feel productive about your day
-the sun is out and it's not too hot but just right with a breeze coming in
-And all the other simple little pleasures that goes within a day goes just right.
Tbh, it started out with just good news from an old friend and it was just great hearing from them. Mind wasn't racing all day and I was able to get some solid hours for work, errands and got some exercise getting my ass whooped again on the courts (not everything can go my way). After the day is said and done it's just nice to be able to relax with the TV, some music and mess around time on the interwebs. Yeahhh.. you know, keeping life simple.
A poster had once told meI can understand that completely and sometimes it's nice not to have the instant updates and being able to formulate ones thoughts in a blog, forum or even in a letter(email). Everything about getting things a bit faster has turned our heads on a swivel, smh. That instant gratification that can tie in so easily with addiction (or how I relate it in my mind).
Dont rush everyday. We can try for good days everytime we wake up.. and even if it doesn't happen All the time.. sit back and literally just chill with some good thoughts about your day. End it as such and begin a new one.
-day at a time.
currently listening to: You Da One by: Rihanna