So - SWIM opted out on the Friday burn...which turned out to be a good thing because his morning was pretty much a cluster-fuck.
And while the Kratom buzz is functional and energetic...it's not really the kind of mind/body space that promotes multi-tasking. It's more appropriate for doing one boring thing for a long period of time. And preferably not one where names and numbers are involved.
SWIM rewarded himself for fighting the urge with a big fat grapefruit and a healthy dose of Maeng Da mixed with some premium Bali today.
And he's feeling pretty good about that.
Now - will he repeat the experiment? Yeah - almost 100% yeah. There are days when he can see how a little teaspoon of kratom could make the hours fly past and the people less irritatingly self-involved and pretentious. In some ways, a little less focus traded for a little more ability to deal with jackassery is not a bad trade off.
But Friday wasn't the day to test that.
Just like some days a pitcher of margarita at lunch is ok. Just like some days take one cup of coffee with cream and sugar, and others take three espressos, hot, black and shut-the-hell-up.
Kratom has found a place is SWIM's life. Not like mushrooms or acid...but like wine, coffee, and Advil.
Dear Drugs-Forum readers: We are a small non-profit that runs one of the most read drug information & addiction help websites in the world. We serve over 4 million readers per month, and have costs like all popular websites: servers, hosting, licenses and software. To protect our independence we do not run ads. We take no government funds. We run on donations which average $25. If everyone reading this would donate $5 then this fund raiser would be done in an hour. If Drugs-Forum is useful to you, take one minute to keep it online another year by donating whatever you can today. Donations are currently not sufficient to pay our bills and keep the site up. Your help is most welcome. Thank you.