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Chronic Pain Update

Posted 19-08-2016 at 20:07 by TazDevil

Met with my new pain management/anesthesiologist yesterday. The diagnosis looks to be Small-Fiber Neuropathy, which if so is unfortunately a lifetime thing.

Plans going forward are as follows:

1) Meeting with a family friend who specializes in testing for peripheral neuropathies. Am going to have a third nerve conduction+EMG done because he is convinced that the last test was not done or interpreted correctly.
They are also going to use an ultrasound and look in my thoracic area while I'm turning my neck to see if anything is being missed.

2) Adding a muscle relaxant (probably baclofen)

3) Meeting with a doctor who specializes in autoimmune disorders. I have already had blood tests and symptoms checked, everyone so far has told me it's not autoimmune. My Dad's side of the...
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Boredom, drug use, boredom

Posted 14-08-2016 at 20:30 by WashedCNDL

I get bored a lot. When I was young I loudly and often complained of boredom.

I feel mildly bored now. I want to use drugs when I'm bored. I've read that it's one of the most common reasons for relapse, boredom. With six tabs in the fridge, the thought of taking returns and leaves my mind. The boredom is frustrating, at times. Eating for something to do. Fill the time.

There are plenty of things to do, it's a state of mind. I could read or write or watch a new tv show or anything other than get high. Clean. Sleep. Instead of sitting and drinking and smoking.

One phrase hangs in my mind for a moment "saw the universe, now I'm bored". Yet I haven't. Little moves.
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I took the bait...

Posted 11-08-2016 at 19:08 by detoxin momma
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well, i have no point in this blog other than to vent and voice my disappointment in myself.

Its the first day of the new school year,its noontime,my baby sleeps,and i am bored.I've been anticipating this.
Its the first year since my oldest,13, was in 2nd grade that I haven't had a tramadol prescription to keep me feeling busy.

i quit taking tramadol,or any pain pills, on october 17th of last year.this is very easy for me to remember because it coincidentally was my deceased cats birthday.

The last few days I have been hanging with a friend and neighbor who takes tramadol for a bad back,her daughter is the same age as my oldest.

This morning,as we sat outside on the bench in my yard,drinking our coffee and smoking our cigarettes, i whined about the house being a mess,and feeling...
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Verapamil, Propranolol, Nortriptyline... More intense than DMT&PCP

Posted 10-08-2016 at 22:04 by TazDevil

Most people don't believe me when I say blood pressure pills and tricyclic antidepressants get me high. Would be interested to see if anyone else shares similar experience?

Drugs--->

Verapamil: 21.6 g (60x max daily dose)

Propranolol: 2.4 g (240x minimum active dose)

Nortriptyline: 6.75 g (45x max daily dose)

Yes you read that correctly. The doses are in grams, not milligrams. My parents are both doctors and tell me that these are all lethal doses and that it will kill me. Nope, I trip a few times a year on this combo. Have done it 5 times in total.

You can frown on me all you want about "amateur" substances. I have experience with DMT, ketamine, PCP, psilocybin mushrooms, LSD, Fly-Agaric mushrooms, salvia... I once smoked a fat hit of...
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Help me find my kratom

Posted 24-07-2016 at 07:32 by profesor

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ZeUS159;1767047]Dang so no benefits for a tincture huh?
What about capsules? Those the same as any or should I just look at making a good tea?
I've made alcohol tinctures and they seem to be more sedating than tea. None of the energetic properties. That's a no go for me.
I used to do capsules but I had a few instances where I took enough to get sick and puke. Now I can't bear the thought of capsules. I make yogurt smoothies for my Kratom. I also used to use apple sauce to good effect. That was back when I did 5grams at a time. Now I do 7-10 grams a day. I see tea as needlessly complicated. You'd want to cover up the taste anyways. And who knows how much gets wasted in tea. I eat it and know it's all going in my gut.
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Emotion overwhelmed me today (not sure if it's OK to Chuck this in here)

Posted 21-07-2016 at 03:53 by Char2009

Emotion overwhelmed me today... As it spilled from my eyes and rolled down my face
I wanna run away.... Don't want to be in this place....today.
Run from the madness that is inside my mind. If only there was a way.
But there's no way to escape ... No way to find....solace...
Lying here curled tightly into myself, I cursed the day that shone too bright ... And I Curse the silence of tonight.
Sleep escapes me ... My heads not clear
It's noisy and frightening being alone in here.
I wanna run away.. Don't want this headspace today... Run from the madness inside my mind.
Emotion overwhelmed me today... As it spilled from my eyes and ran down my face

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Day 12 - meth facts

Posted 15-07-2016 at 04:46 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

The meth section around here is always full of people. Give the people what they want, eh?

1.3 million people die from meth per year.

1 in 10 people have tried meth. Maybe its time to question your post man a little further..

Marilyn Monroe took part, then sang Happy Birthday to JFK.

JFK was also on meth. His birthday was just an upscale drug party.

Hitler was on meth too.

Wanna be famous?? Do meth I guess.

Please do not take that seriously.

I need sleep.

Sorry.
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Day 11 - Facebook Facts

Posted 08-07-2016 at 07:18 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

Facebook is blue because the founder is colorblind.

1 in 11 people in the world are on facebook

Its available in over 70 languages.

It gives jobs to over 3000 men and women.

Most people on facebook are single - 43,869,800 of them.

750,000,000 photos were updated on New Years of 2010. It was, and still is the record.

If you type, utnam: in the Facebook chat, an easter egg will appear.

82% of pages have 5 posts or less a month.
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Day 2 Burp WD

Posted 14-06-2016 at 01:48 by Stell22

Am I missing something today....
Yes my Burp...
Thats what I am missing
CT off it day 2 today
expecting worse by day 4 now
The ol brain is fudging along somehow in very slow mo
Fingers feel light and heavy on the key board
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Sensitive to drugs

Posted 13-06-2016 at 12:20 by bheadmaster

I don't know if it's in my body or in my mind, but I am very sensitive to recreational drugs overall. Few beers and a joint can knock me out and make me unable to stand properly, let alone control my thoughts - I start nodding out and become paranoid if someone around starts giving me bad trips, like telling me that the cops are coming or so.
Last night I had to walk home few kilometers because I missed the last bus, and the whole time I thought that somebody was following me with intention to rob me, so I held my hand close to my knife the whole time

Acid really makes me lose myself, sometimes in a good way, sometimes not, MDMA makes me lose all my inhibitions and control, and speed makes me feel like a superman, and that's why I love it so much.

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Am I Missing Something ?

Posted 12-06-2016 at 14:06 by Stell22

Story of my life
I get it too late
I loose it
I dont get it
I lost it
There is something missing in my brain
Lots of frontal lobe damage I am told
But I think it has always been so
Am I missing that stable gene ?
The one that keeps us normal
Oh to be normal
As I overthink I miss small details
Story of my life...
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Day 10 - Facts of 10

Posted 27-05-2016 at 02:30 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

Men get an average of ten hard ons in a dream.

There are 10 vowels in the Korean alphabet.

If you write the number 10 twice as 1010, you get the binary representation of 10.

In the Bible, there were 10 generations between Adam and Noah. Also, 10 generations between Noah and Abraham.

The traditional 10th anniversary gift is tin, while today's gift for the 10th anniversary is diamonds.

In the UK, a person could be convicted of a criminal offense at the young age of 10 and can even receive a life sentence if found guilty of murder.
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Day 9 - Here's a Fun One - FETISHES

Posted 01-05-2016 at 03:19 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

Come on this has to be a good one. Enjoy!

Sploshing: This one is mostly for the ladies, apparently. I guess being naked and rolling around in kiddie pools full of baked beans is a major turn on??

Formicophilia: Gettin reallll excited over being covered in insects..

Tripsolagnia: Having a thrill of having one's hair shampooed.

Dendrophilia: Some people like trees. Some people really like trees.

Psychrophilia: Having fantasies of watching people freeze.. to death. Not sure how this one is exactly satisfied.

Climacophilia: Arousal to falling down stairs. Either you're falling down stairs, or your partner is. Can't imagine how they keep explaining to the hospital how they manage to come in every night with new injuries and social services haven't put...
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Day 8 - Animal Facts.. Mostly

Posted 28-04-2016 at 02:59 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

Woodpeckers have a surprisingly squishy and broad skull to avoid brain damage.

Mosquitoes have a strange attraction to Limburger cheese, which has a smell some say resembles human feet. Apparently this was the connection made as to why mosquitoes go fro the feet and ankles.

A full bottle of beer will hit a target with up to 70% more energy than an empty one, but both full and empty bottles can fracture a human skull - go get 'em with a full one you bar brawlers.

A pair of pigeons was trained to see the difference between a Monet and a Picasso.

Some female bats give oral sex before copulation.

"The Dutch ornithologist witnessed a male duck administering a 75-minute raping of the corpse of another male duck, freshly deceased after flying into a window."...
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Day 7 - War and Strange Children's Jobs

Posted 24-04-2016 at 02:49 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

Polish Catholic midwife Stanisława Leszczyńska delivered 3,000 babies at the Auschwitz concentration camp during the Holocaust in occupied Poland.

In World War II, British soldiers got a ration of three sheets of toilet paper a day. Americans got 22.

Only 20% of the males born in the Soviet Union in 1923 survived the war.

To avoid using the German sounding name ‘hamburger’ during World War II, Americans used the name ‘Liberty Steak.’


Adolph Hitler and Henry Ford each kept a framed picture of the other on his desk.

The first bomb dropped on Berlin by the Allies killed the only elephant in the Berlin Zoo.

More then 42.1 deaths of the American Civil war were from unknown causes.

While it was common practice for Patriots...
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Day 6 - Music Facts

Posted 18-04-2016 at 04:05 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)
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None of the Beatles could read music.

Musicians have one of the lowest life expectancys of any profession.

Jingle Bells was originally written for Thanksgiving.

In 1989, the U.S. military played AC/DC music at General Noriega's compound, as loudly as he could, in Panama for 2 days straight. The dictator surrendered soon after.

Britney Spear's music is used to drive Somali pirates away by the British Navy.

Finland has the most heavy metal bands in the world, per capita.

Music and I have a wonderfully uncomplicated relationship.
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Kratom~An Experiment

Posted 11-04-2016 at 21:51 by Octadelic

I had never heard of kratom until I read about it here. I'm quite intrigued. I use opiates for chronic pain and have recently had a huge spike in pain that led to a switch to fentanyl then off fentanyl onto oxycontin.

The roller coaster ride seems to have twisted the volume up to high on my tolerance. I'm frustrated to have finally found a medication combo that is working only to have it not be "enough". I'm terrified to tell my doctor, I don't want to do anything that might risk the relief I am getting. In the past (and I've read others have) I've taken a break from opiates to try to decrease my tolerance back down. I keep trying to take mini breaks hoping to get more effectiveness from the opiates but if anything it seems to be backfiring.

After learning about and reading of others experiences...
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the one question I have for you

Posted 10-04-2016 at 04:21 by nofunclub (No Fun No Club)

One question I find relevant, as a way to illustrate . the opposite extreems of energies that is pulling human sanity apart. collectively the good and the evil and how to spot the difference Is Bush chosen by God to conquer the world ?

What really think: is that Bush is Brainwashed by his father since prebirth
to believe he is the chosen one..
And that he never will realize that he is a tool for the Evil side of the battle..

What I have been "Told" by my "divine connections" is:
The door is already open
their devils is already on their way
Pray through the religion YOU use, to fight this evil.
How you pronounce Evil or Good don't matter as long as you choose side..
And only so with your Heart, Soul and Desire.
We will need that strength...
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Day 5 - Body Facts

Posted 08-04-2016 at 22:01 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)
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An average healthy man's lungs has enough surface area to cover a tennis court.

Your nose can remember 50,000 different smells.

Human bones, ounce for ounce, are stronger than steel.

All the bacteria in one body collectively weigh 4 pounds.

Everyday, your heart creates enough energy to drive a truck for 20 miles (32 km).

Within three days of death, the enzymes that digested your dinner begin to eat you.

The chemicals that make up a human body are roughly worth 160 USD.

Without your pinky finger, your hand would lose about 50% of it's strength.

A healthy human liver costs 157,000 USD.

In 2010, a Southwest Airlines employee discovered dozens of human heads in a cargo hold of a plane.
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Day 4 - Have Some History

Posted 02-04-2016 at 06:09 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

Currently spiraling out of control.

In one day of heavy fighting in the battle of Stalingrad, a railway changed hands from Soviet to German control and back again fourteen times in two hours.

The last civil war widow died in 2003.

The maximum territory of ancient Rome was 2.51 million square miles. Which was the 19th largest empire in history.

Humans appeared 200,000 years ago. Written record began 6,000 years ago. That would mean that 97% of history is lost.
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Day 3 - Hope you guys like statistics!

Posted 31-03-2016 at 05:39 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

It has been said that Snoop Dogg smokes 81 blunts a day. Thats roughly 5 blunts an hour.

In the early 1900's, there was an asthma medicine called "Tucker's Asthma Specific". It contained 420 milligrams of cocaine per ounce of the stuff.

Cocaine use has been reported in 2/3 of all countries.

Marijuana was easily purchased at the local drug store up until the 1940's.

208 million people, internationally consume illegal drugs.

More than 60% of kids say that drugs were kept, sold, or used at their school.

A woman, in 2009, attempted to smuggle 50 packets of heroin, each containing 12 grams of the drug, over a border through her colon. Hospital staff managed to safely recover 49 of them.

A mental health patient was once subjected...
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Day 2

Posted 28-03-2016 at 04:39 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

The 9th fastest growing company of 2015 was a pharmaceutical co. named Gilead Sciences.

October 23, 2001 was the date that Apple's first Ipod was released.

There was once a punishment in England for irresponsible drinking. It involved a large barrel with holes cut out for the arms and head, with the bottom removed. He'd then have to go about his public job and doings.

Another was to the poor Welsh school children, who were apparently becoming unmotivated. To fix this problem, they thought to make them learn and speak english. To enforce this, there was a ban put in place on them speaking their native language; hence the creation of the Welsh Not. In the start of a day, the first child caught would be given it. Throughout the day, it would be passed among students. The child caught with the Welsh...
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Day 1

Posted 27-03-2016 at 11:09 by turn-the-music-louder (Your and My Useless, Wonderful Trivia)

Oxford University is older than the Aztec Empire.

Giraffes sleep 5 minutes per 24 hours.

There's such things as light pink dolphins.

There's a car accident of some kind every 15 minutes.

Google is worth over 527 billion USD.

It is estimated that by 2050, the world will produce around 3 billion tonnes of both animal feeds, and breakfast cereals.
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I need to get clean already.

Posted 20-03-2016 at 07:11 by ima.get.her.doee

I want to so badly stay clean. I keep fucking up every so often. First was a year clean, relapse, then 4 months, relapse, then three months and now relapse. I need a support system. I think a good way also is to find something to do everytime I get that craving.... Like a cigarette smoker quits cigarettes, they eat a candy (if not using a nicotine patch or such) everytime I feel like using, I'll keep journaling or write a poem on my thoughts. Any other suggestions?
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Relapsing

Posted 16-03-2016 at 10:29 by ima.get.her.doee

Why do we relapse? Why do some people relapse over and over and others can stay strong and never go back to it? It's a question that I can ponder about because I was in a six month inpatient drug program called Spirit of Woman back in 2012, and still talk to every one I was there with, and a few are doing really good and have stayed clean, while others I know (myself too) have a relapse problem. There has to be logical reason. Scientific reason. Any thoughts?
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