well, i have no point in this blog
other than to vent and voice my disappointment in myself.
Its the first day of the new school year,its noontime,my baby sleeps,and i am bored.I've been anticipating this.
Its the first year since my oldest,13, was in 2nd grade that I haven't had a tramadol
prescription to keep me feeling busy.
i quit taking tramadol,or any pain pills, on october 17th of last year.this is very easy for me to remember because it coincidentally was my deceased cats birthday.
The last few days I have been hanging with a friend and neighbor who takes tramadol for a bad back,her daughter is the same age as my oldest.
This morning,as we sat outside on the bench in my yard,drinking our coffee
and smoking our cigarettes, i whined about the house being a mess,and feeling...