What's SWIY's weirdest experience on (dex)methylphenidate
This is SWIMs first thread.
So maybe a coupla weeks ago, SWIMs snorting
lines on a table and skypin with a friend (who doesnt kno about SWIMs drug
use) and all of a sudden theres these footsteps all over the place. Seriously, SWIM
says that it was like there was some intruder in the house, comin up the stairs and she was terrified.
The friend (not knowin anything mind you because SWIMs not comfy tellin him cause he lives near a cop) said it was the house creakin but SWIM was sure there was someone there so she locked the door and the windows just in case. She also got a knife and set it by her lamp.
So the footsteps seem to die away and alls well when the connection starts to spazz and BAM there's a helicopter above the house and SWIM is screaming and yellin because this thing sounds so loud and really close. She cant see it but shes says its there. Friend says theres nothin there again. Then, out of the corner of SWIMs eye, there are like these little fleeting shadows like theres someone or somethin there and then it runs away as soon as SWIM turns to look. The footsteps are in the hallway now.
SWIM cant remember much of anything else. She was snortin maybe 60-70 mgs of Focalin but she takes 20 in the morning everyday. SWIM thought this was maybe some sorta mild psychosis?and lowered the amt
she blows to about 40. The helicopters left and the footsteps rarely ever happen now, its just the little shadows (and there not very frequent either). The only problem is that her tolerance is kinda highish, so 40s not quites so good as 60. It probably didnt help that she had been up snorting for like 75 hours and drinkin monster (yea yea bad idea. NEVER AGAIN).
SWIM wanted to kno if theres anybody else whose had somethin like this happen to them.
Also, any help with the focalin and if theres anyway to decrease tolerance or something without cold turkeying would be much appreciated.