made the mistake to maltreat his GABA-B receptors with GBL
daily and nightly. He should have used kratom
one day and GBL the other.
Mr G is very wise regarding GBL abuse as a social lubricant. SWIM thought that 24/7 usage meant nightly usage, which happened one day or another anyway. At first he would use alcohol
for the comedown
, but this one was more and more unconfortable.
SWIM knew then very well that he was going to hit the wall sooner or later. He was always leaving his place with his small botlle that he would sip uncontroblaly, without mesuring his consumption. Then he did, he was over 30ml/day.
He tried to transform
his GBL into GHB
, he had more success with baking soda than sodium hyrdroxyde. But he was unconfortable carrying a fordidden drug
, and came back to his GBL. He would order 1L of 99,99% pure GBL at the time.
One day he ordered at a friend's place, that really had the look of a drug dealer. He had his father go and pick the bottle, as SWIM was lacking GBL. SWIM's father is a charter accountant, and came back horrified by my friend, that SWIM had met in rehab!
Next, the fun disappeared soon, after about one month. SWIM became lazy of everything and would masturbate all day long. One thing that helped him big time for a while was to up his lexapro
from 20mg to 40mg, and to start injecting 1000ug of vitamin B12. He regained much power while doing this.
But it didn't lasted long. SWIM was forced to sleep with strong aids. Once he took 4mg of buprenorphine
along with his gbl and had to monitor his respiration all day long, while putting his hand in his mouth to force his respiration.
Next, he started collapsing in weird places, as seen here: https://drugs-forum.com/forum/showpost.php?p=1126810&postcount=19/showthread.php?t=96021
Truly, his GABA-B receptors where downregulating slower than his GHB receptors, and he seemed to be condamned to black out more and more.
Then he entered into rehab: https://drugs-forum.com/forum/sho...d.php?t=184421
, where nobody seems to answer
was very traumatic, truly. SWIM wich to SWIY to never be in that place, as he will probably be confronted to his worst fears. SWIM asked for some benzos
and antipsychotic (I don't remember the one upregulating GHB receptors?)
When SWIM when out of rehab, he started consuming again. He would not sleep for 72 hours, just collapsing from time to time. He landed at the ER, being taken care by his former collegue (as SWIM was almost a doctor - GBL made him quit his studies, hopefully temporary).
SWIM was abusing porn, his penis was hurting more and more! At the same time he would read traumatic stories of actress who was forced to inject xylocaine before a scene. SWIM would black out and would do traumatic dreams, like every actress would having anal sex, go into a casket and would go out because the casket was full of shit!
Then he consumed GBL into the rehab. He was forced to stop suddenly, and delirium happened!
Maxfrombx added 1029 Minutes and 23 Seconds later...
Oups! SWIM dated the woman that wants to met him in a bar as an "expert user"...