When I first started doing coke
(about 8 years ago) I would get really high and act like a complete retard saying anything to anybody (usually my whole life story in a bathroom) and I loved it...until the next day.
These days I dont get high like that anymore...not even close. I do disgustingly large lines....about a half gram/gram if I've been doing it for a while....and it doesnt make me chatty at all anymore. If anything it almost just calms me down....and then the paranoia sets in. I dont talk...I sit on my phone and complusively go on facebook trying to find evidence of my boyfriend cheating on me. I've been known to do it for four hours straight. Thats not fun at all! I've never found a single thing. I have really messed up the ol noodle from doing cocaine
I still go to parties and it always cracks me up when you your sitting around super enthused....youve got plans to open a pizza place with buddy you've never met, and all sorts of business ventures and plans to hang out that definitely arent ever gonna happen.