Thanks Yeah I've read some on phenibut
but heard it can be very addictive. Ill prob give that a shot when I'm at 1/2 of where I'm at now. When I took the sleeping drink aid I found it to be calming. It just had GABA melitonin and 5htp.
Right now for the past three days I've been taking a very small spoonful, prob around a tablespoon once around 6-7pm and a bigger spoonful prob 2.5 as much as the first dose around 10-11pm. I'm noticing that its been harder to go the 4 hrs after I take the first dose but will keep pushing through. For 3 days I was just taking the small spoonful 2x a day but was having trouble with that. All in all 1/2 of where I was at 2 weeks ago and 1/4 of where I was 2 months ago. Tomorrow I'm planing on taking the small spoonful instead of the higher dose and see where I'm at late at night before I go to bed. I tried starfruit and grapefruit to see if it helped prolong the effecs and saw it enhanced the effect at first but the kratom
effect did not last as long. I'm thinking of seeing if weed
will help at night l since I have my card it might help the time pass but idk, it can make me very paranoid, but whatever will help me get of kratom I will do.
All I try and think about is when I wasn't on kratom and had the energy to go all day and was happy for the most part. How happy I was after a gym sash or after skating. I'm Stressed and bumbed that it can't be fixed right away but i know ill need patience i know with a clear goal in mind I can and I will get through this.