has used morphine
i.v. for at least 4-5 months i.v. until now. He was prescribed Oxycodone
, 80mg a day, two weeks ago. Until that he used to inject about 100mg morphine a day. He loved that fricken awesome histamin flash that felt like someone lit alcohol
on fire that's on his skin... amazing.
The morphine rush is very intense and great, SWIM loves it. When he shot 50mg of Oxycodone, there wasn't that of a rush. There was something very very weak and mild and the real effects set on after about 20 minutes... and no, SWIM didn't miss the shot. He's an experienced IV user and knows how to shoot that stuff up... that's not the problem. He didn't feel any rush even when he shot up 16 freaking milligrams of hydromorphone
! He got high, yes but no rush! The effects came after about... some... yes, some minutes. The "rush" was very weak and the opiate
effects (sedation) came after several minutes. SWIM doesn't get any euphoria
because of his high tolerance (100mg morphine), but he's confused because he doesn't get any good rush from 16mg's of hydromorphone or 50-60mg of oxycodone. That's weird.
So SWIM told me to ask you if it is possible that if someone used to inject morphine for months on a daily base, that he won't get any good rush from things like oxycodone/hydromorphone because morphine has the histamin effects which adds to the morphine effects. What I mean is that morphine has a very intense type of rush because of the histamin. Could it be that SWIM's brain is used to that intense rush and doesn't respond to the rush from oxycodone/hydromorphone because there's no histamin that adds to it? As if the brain built up a forcefield or some kind of protection... like a training effect. You train your muscles and gain mass. You inject morphine, get great rushs and histamin flashs and can't enjoy other opioids
without a histamin rush anymore.
It's kinda funny. 14 months ago, SWIM dreamed of oxycodone and hydromorphone, back in the days when he used to take 120mg of dihydrocodeine a day... lol. He wants go through the full withdrawal
to see if he's able to get a good nice rush from the oxy/hydro after that. Of course he's going to use a much smaller dose than now. He will do that in two weeks when his holidays start.
And yes, SWIM got enough discipline to do that. Been through that several times...
I hope you understand me, my English isn't perfect.